on the eve of new year, i deleted the messages.. slowly slowly, one by one. however, somewhere deep within me stopped me from deleting everything. i wonder why. is it because i couldn't bear to? or is it because i still want to keep memories of it. either way, i think at least, i'm taking a step ahead, aren't i? i do take long to recover... like a simile... my immune system is not that good after all. i take quite some time to recover, be it physically or emotionally. but nonetheless, i believe that i will do everything to make myself healthier and to strengthen up this immune system of mine.

i'm full of hope for this coming year ahead. had a blasting good time with my darlings yesterday with pictures to prove my point. same type of food as usual, popping of sparkling juice, cutting of the tiramisu and digging into the ice cream.. we ate alot alot alot. and i'm not kidding. i ate soo much for my first meal of the day that my stomach kinda ached after that. but i shall not go into details. we wrote our resolutions, dump it in a kimchi box.. wrapped it up.. sealed it and put in some dark place in the storeroom.. with the intention to read it next year and see how much we've fulfilled. =) i've 7 resolutions!!

went esplanade to watch fireworks after that. heard it's longer than the year before. very very pretty. stayed out till 8 plus this morning. not much as a hint of tiredness. just the gastric part acting up again. it felt terrible but didn't think much of it with you around. nice time spent and it gets even sweeter with your message this morning. how cute can you get.... but yes, i'm glad.

finally another step ahead. but it just gets more insecure and deeper into it. somewhere that might not be able to slip out so easily.

toast to year 2006.. happy new year everyone out there! toast to a healthier and happier me in 2006! =)