went to singapore expo yesterdae for the robinsons' sales with mi baby.. tot it wld be very crowded but it was quite alright. maybe cos it's onli this first dae. bb sae fri and sat wld ve the most pple. neway, m glad we went dere on the first dae... dere's still many many things.. and the promoters dere are very friendly ahaha, dunno if the last dae which is dis cuming sun wld be damn packed.. aniwae, yesterdae and todae is mi off dae.. got two off daes this week. simply cannot take it at work already. but cf also ve two off daes.. and tmr is her off dae.. =( which means m working full shift.. soo sian! summore tmr is ys' chalet... all of our frens wld be gg over in da evening or maybe late evening for the bbq and i hafta go dere after work.. by the time i reached dere, all our frens wld be gone... dun even noe got food anot.. m staying overnight at the chalet tmr... asked bb to go with mi and she sae see how first, dun realli dare to stress her or press her for the ans... but i realli do hope she can go with mi lor... wld be damn happy if she agreed. bb very scary these daes.. maybe cos of pms.. her temper is ultra bad.. and she gets tired easily... dunno how long cani keep giving in to her.. wad to do... can never get angry with her for long. neway. went for the medical checkup already. mi darling went with mi yesterdae.. hee.. it was 22 bucks.. mum gave mi 50 bucks.. and i haven't return her the balance.. which is quite bad.. m goin to return her soon. m quite happy cos i finally received mi pay.. tho the sum is not alot... but m still happy to see tt mi hard work in turns of cash.. ahahha... i miss mi baby alot. these daes, feel quite insecure.. hope everything wld be fine and it's just mi being oversensitive...

mi right eye hurts da whole dae todae. sumthing is wrong with mi contacts and i tink it's cos mi contacts are overdue, shld have changed it. even when i removed it now, my eye is still tearing die lah... wad if i get eye infection? neway, woke up damn earli this morning cos mi darling piggy for once asked mi out for breakfast! both of us start work at ten den we decided to have macs breakfast together. she was even earlier than mi... which is quite rare. after breakfast, went over to suntec to start mi opening. cos i prepared alot before i closed yesterdae nite so opening was easy. even had time to watch tv and wait for cf to cum at 11. everytime i work half dae, tend to slack alot. todae, i even ended work half and hr earli to go meet mi baby and asked cf to pucnh out the card for mi. b and i hanged ard town until it was time for mi to go french klass. m realli quite tired and mi eyes realli hurt soo i stoned alot todae. neway, m a bad bad girl. ve been irritating ys alot these daes. first, it's da chalet. told her i was gonna share with her. make her go check out the rates, this and that den in the end pang seh her. she was realli pissed and todae, promised to have dinner with her and i once again pang seh her cos of b. felt quite bad... but b and i spending lesser and lesser time together... sooo.. haik... m just a bad bad girl. sorry ys... went for french klass.. it's getting more and more confusing when i m not even very sure of mi basics. cldn't realli concentrate due to mi hurting eye. after klass, went to eat long johns AGAIN with ys. seemed as if long johns is our permanant place to go after klass every wed, ahaha. mi eye hurts.. tink i hafta start wearing spects.. yuck.. sooo ugly.. haik.. wad to do, hafta save mi eyes before it's too late. it's mi off dae tmr! shld be very happy but cos got organ lesson as well, sian... b's off dae is tmr... hmmm, she dun seem keen in goin out with mi.. i noe wad's da reason.. can't blame her.. aniwae, i miss mi baby.. once again, she's out tonite...

haven't been blogging cos ever since last week after mi two off daes, have been working non stop, 12 hrs everydae. and even mi off dae which is on wed was quite packed, having to wake up earli in the morn to pracrise mi organ. den had organ lesson den rushed down to simei to do mi hair then rush for french klass. it's getting more diff to catch up in french... can't wait for the course to be over.. at least can get it over and done with and get mi cert. i even fell asleep durin klass and ys had to wake mi up... soo embarrassing. neway, met baby on tues. she came to suntec to wait for mi to finish mi work den we went tiong bahru market to eat... met her on wed too.. she came and pick mi up after mi french klass... it was a surprise... but i was very happy to see her. den on thurs, she finished work earli and came to wait for mi at suntec again... and we went tiong bahru to eat again.. dunno y dis time, eat until after midnight soo as usual, i was feeling lazy soo i requested to take a cab... haik.. spent 24 bucks on cab fare leh.. now i noe.. baby and i are realli two ends away frm each other. da cab driver was rather scary tho. he kept looking at mi thru and mirror and he tok non stop.. very tired but i didn't dare to fall aslp. baby very nice tt dae, she bought mi this special kaya roll for mi to try.. it was realli not too bad.. she ar.. too nice already... dunno whether got do guilty things anot... tt's y soo nice to mi.. ahahhaa, todae baby's off and she wld be off 2 daes in a roll.. lucki manz! i went for the ij concert.. ij choir's first concert!! cool!! dey improved quite alot... and ar.. ms tham remembers mi!! yay!! sooo happy... soo nice to see all mi juniors too!! =) had fun todae.... sian... tmr hafta work... =(

todae's mi second off dae of the week. i was also off yesterdae. cf had her share of off daes.. mon and tues. frm tmr until sundae, we wld be sloggin our lives out at suntec foodcourt, ahaha but it wld be fun, hopefully. aniwae, ve been a good gurl all dae. stated at home, practised mi organ and mi organ techer came. promised baby tt i wld go read and settle the enrolment thingy. i received the enrolment package about 5 daes ago, i tink. actualli, it was a promise to mi mum also. she ar, have been naggin and naggin at mi to go read the enrolment package and brief her about it. and so, i better go do it. had a small little tok with baby yesterdae. tot about things between mi and her... the pix came clearer to mi now. everything's just not as beautiful as i painted it out to be. it has been like tt right frm the beginning... but i m fine, realli. i just hafta learn how to accept facts. i wld definitely learn alot of things and become a better person after i step out of this... this i can forsee.

ooo... wad a rainy dae. woke up this morn and it was raining. do u noe how difficult it is to drag misef up tt comfy bed to go work. i m gg to contradict miself.. but i hate to work, yet on the other hand, when i was out of work, i complained i was too bored. but it was really tiring todae. worked till 3 todae and cf came to take over mi shift. after work, went to gm's hse to eat poh piah.. it is poh piah dae todae. was rainin quite heavily again and this time, i had to walk under da rain to gm's hse. it wasn't very very heavy but heavy enough to get mi all soaked. i immediately took a bath after i reached her hse. den ate the vegetarian rice tt baby bought for mi then i wrapped sum poh piah for her. baby left work earli todae and we went tm to catch a show. watched prince and me. typical type of fairy tale lor... baby said the poh piah was good but the garlic was too strong.. even now, i still can smell garlic in mi mouth.. ewww... after the show, we went foodcourt to eat den had to go home liao. i m quite tired... it's gonna be a longgg week ahead of mi.. m quite dreadin tues... baby still on da way home now.. poor little thing... ahahha.. wad to do.. tampines is just too far away

went out with yansing and chinfang to shop todae. it's soo satisfying, just tt i ended up owing yansing money again. but m realli happy... everything wld be perfect.. this whole week wld be perfect if it's not cos i hafta work until closing at the foodcourt tmr with all the aunties. the aunties dere are all hypocrites. one moment, dey can laugh with u and da next thing, dey can just go tok bad about u behind ur back.. i wan cf to work with mi.. wld feel better.. wld feel more secure.. sigh... m dreading it... baby's fren frm taiwan came back singapore for a hol and mi baby went clubbing tonite.. wad's new.. just another boring nite for mi. didn't realli get to spent enough time with her since tues.. i miss her lots! and the best part is while i m suffferin at the foodcourt tmr.. she's off... realli wanna go out with her... but guess she mite not want.. she always sae i eat into her off dae.. and she can't rest @ home properly... tink she wld want to rest at home tmr.. piggy...

had two very very happy daes in a row... i feel soooo blessed and contented... felt like i m da happiest gurl on earth. but can be quite scary.. usually after happy happy daes... i shure have mi fair share of realli down daes... ahahha.. m tinkin too much yea? hmm... well, let mi start frm yesterdae. baby got her pay yesterdae. it's a time of enjoyment for the both of us. accompanied her to science park den to holland v to get her hair cut.. it was a long wait.. got quite bored, den decided to walk ard holland v.. ahhaha.. i noe i m quite dumb but it's onli mi third visit there.. after she had her haircut... went to town to to a mini shopping... went zara and i saw phoebe, mi darling dotter dere! she was in da fitting room and she just happened to open when i walk past.. ahahha.. i was realli realli happy to see her... nice surprise den tried on many skirts... i realli liked to own one of dem... however... it's too ex.. den went mango... baby got mi a top dere.. such a sweetie... muaks! ahahha, den went to check up on her eyes... the optician said her eye infection is getting worse and kinda refered her to a specialist.. moods were quite affected to tink of the money tt has to be spent on da specialist. den we took a bus to bugis cos we wanted to go bugis village. went fish and co to eat.. we were being quite greedy.. ordered food tt we can't finish... spent quite sum time dere... den in da end, didn't get to go bugis village and shop. aniwae... when i got home.. got a hell of scolding fmr mum for gettin tt mango top.. cldn't tell her sumone bought it for mi.. she nagged and nagged.. i almost died! aniwae.. todae's mi off dae! had organ lesson or shld i sae a sharing session. she came @ one and we tok till 3.... i didn' even touch mi organ @ all.. updating each other on our lives... mi teacher said many things worth for mi to tink about more thoroughly... she's right about woman hafta be strong... even without love.. aniwae... she ar.. got mi late for my meeting with cf.. went town with cf... got the intentiom to get a top wan.. but sumhow or another.. none of the tops look good on mi todae.. wad's wrong manz... den went lips to eat with her... wad's wrong with mi lor.. quite broke yet wanna eat good foood. after tt.. we actualli walk frm town back to city hall cos i wanted to give mi baby a surprise and waited for her to take a bus back with her... cf is damn nice!! she walked with mi... i realli realli appreciated it dear fren.. =) was quite high towards the end of the nite already... =) tmr working with cf till closing.. m lookin forward.... ahahhaha