this is very depressing. nothing is going right. everything seems so out of place. it just doesn't feel right. and pardon me, but i'm feeling freaking shitty right now... that nothing can cheer me up. i'm being dragged down to the deepest part of this depressing pit and this is just so wrong.

freak. everything single thing i hear is wrong. every single thing i say is wrong. every single thing i do is wrong. when is the sun gg to come out fro mthe right place...

i'm so damn irritated. with myself.... i noe wad's bothering the hell out of me and it's freaking sucky tt i cannot do anything about it.

grrr.. yuck