some images cannot be wiped out. some memories still etached firmly to my memory. what do you know about all of these before those sweeping statements came out from your mouth. but it's okie. i'm not going to take in into heart.

it's yet another rainy day. feeling so lazy and letharigc. there's a ca tmr and i've yet to study. files are opened and textbook left on the table. all i have to do is reach out to them. and i'm feeling so so lazy. i just want to sleep in on this rainy day, curl up in bed with my comics. haven't been reading them in a long long while. room unpacked, books untouched. lappie's on and so is the tv.

it's been feeling great. but i feel that this is so much on the surface. maybe you're right, i do think too much. i would like to keep things the way they are now. i don't want to grow dependent like i used to be. and neither do i want to go off the line and do anything outrageous. but luckily for me, i ve my conservatism check point. maybe mum and amelia are right. better start turning around and back to my various check points.