You're Elemant is Wind. You're light-hearted,
care-free, kind, sensative, and mysterious. You
have friends and most absolutely love you. You
can be calm and soothing one minute and ragging
in anger the next so no one wants to get on
your bad side. You're beauty is inspiring and
magical.

What's Your Element(girls)? (PICTURES)
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You have a kind soul! What can be better than
cooking lemon-pastries? Only helping out sick
kids of course! Congratulations, you have a
kind soul. Known for your purity and goodness
you follow your heart and your brain. The path
you seem to talk on is golden, and your touch
can make others forget about their pain. Your
always the one who donates to charity, feeds
the squirrels in the park, and volunteers down
at the shelter. Youre determined to make the
world a better place, and be sweet and
thoughtful everywhere. You are probably
multi-talented, and others love being around
you. Be careful though. Dont let them take
advantage of you.

What Kind of SOUL do you posses? (For Girls only) Incredible Anime Pictures!
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Aphrodite/Eros

?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ??
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cuddle and a kiss on the forehead - you like to be
close to your special someone and feel warm,
comfortable, and needed

What Sign of Affection Are You?
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Power Rangers Movie!

What movie Do you Belong in?(many different outcomes!)
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ahaha, i can't believe it.. of all movies.. i belong in the power ranger, ahahaha. if m realli in it, i wanna be kimberly! =)

this whole week hasn't been good for me. arguments, misunderstandings or should i say lack of understanding and trust. lotsa words need to be put in, lotsa patience. i dunno what happened to mi or wad happened to her. there's realli a lack of trust. silence doesn't mean anything and i hate it. i just want to hear sum things, y wun u sae it... y must u continue hurting mi. =( i wan to noe where i stand, where we stand, is that alot to ask for. haik, i dunno lah... todae's a fresh new dae... i better start it anew... i dun like to quarrel with u.. u noe i wld lose. i can't throw tantrums, u are not persistent... everything's bad.. goin all haywire. no allowance.. school's not good.. nothing's going right for me... =( aniwae.. it's nu peng you's bdae tmr... m gonna get pressie for her... met her yesterdae.... we were rather pathetic.. sat on da steps to eat kfc.. ahaha, but it was fun.. realli miss those crappy daes.. tho stressed.. i noe i ve u guys... things changed.. people ard mi is not da same animore....

i m at school. again. where else can i be if i wan to blog. sian... having marketing tutorial now on sum research thingy... damn boring can. went friendster.. read alot of things and saw alot of people. it's amazing how in a matter of few years, how much can one change. came to a realisation that people do change alot, constantly and reapidly too. it's quite scary how one changes. i m afraid of changes, afraid that people wld leave mi. not much of a sense of security i have in mi. however, i need to come to da fact that changes are around, whether i like it anot, people and things still change, i must learn to adapt, and not run away. hearts will change. what's once used to be happiness can turn sour the next day, maybe u love mi once but u might change the next day. or maybe in a few hours time. i dunno.. and i dun like... many things happened these few days, made mi pause in my tracks to think. what i wan for mislef and wad i want in others, no conclusion made. i really hope u can be there for mi... hopefully forever? m i asking too much.... i dunno....

How to Keep a Woman Happy
It's not difficult.
Tokeep a woman happy, a man only needs to be:
1. a friend
2. a companion
3. a lover
4. a brother
5. a father
6. a master
7. a chef
8. an electrician
9. a carpenter
10. a plumber
11. a mechanic
12. a decorator
13. a stylist
14. a sexologist
15. a gynecologist
16. a psychologist
17. a pest exterminator
18. a psychiatrist
19. a healer
20. a good listener
21. an organiser
22. a good father
23. very clean
24. sympathetic
25. athletic
26. warm
27. attentive
28. gallant
29. intelligent
30. funny
31. creative
32. tender
33. strong
34. understanding
35. tolerant
36. prudent
37. ambitious
38. capable
39. courageous
40. determined
41. true
42. dependable
43. passionateWITHOUTFORGETTING TO:
44. give her compliments regularly
45. love shopping
46. be honest
47. be very rich
48. not stress her out
49. not look at other girlsAND AT THESAME TIME, YOU MUST ALSO:
50. give her lots of attention, but expect little yourself
51. give her lots of time, especially time for herself
52. give he r lots of space, never worrying about where she goesIT IS VERYIMPORTANT:
53. Never to forget:* birthdays* anniversaries* arrangements she makes

here's a little short entry for amelia:

ignore all ur classmates if they ever cause u to be stressed. actually, in my opinion, no one can actually make u stress except urself so do things at ur own pace. i m shure u wld succeed in ur own ways. u dun hafta compare with others. compare with urself... check urself if u did better than the previous times or worse. only den, u wld improve. dun ever be disheartened.... we've only walked 17 years of life.. for u... haven't reach 17 years yet. ahaha! so all i wanna tell u is that have confidence in yourself.. i noe u better than any of ur classmates and i sae u can do it.. soo y dun u trust urself? k? hope u are feeling better... =) cos i care....

my net is down... very sae u noe. i can't check mail, can't surf net and worst of all, i can't blog. =( aniwae, just past my 17th bdae.. one of the happiest bdae i ever had. let mi trace back to fridae. was selling things in sch in the morning to raise funds for charity... mi frens bought a very special gift for mi.. =) hee hee... a set og lingerie frm Blush! ahaha, it was quite a shock... pink colour one summore.. very feminine... i like it.. and the best part is it fits.. to tink i dun realli noe dem tt well yet and dey noe mi size soo well, ahahaha. aniwae, after charity... went to a kindergarden at bv to teach the little kids. those kids are very very cute... but also rather hard to control leh. if i have to teach them for a week, i wld probably lose mi voice. after that, headed to town to lips to meet yansing. sooo poor thing, among all mi frens, only ys willing to spend mi bdae with mi.... or so i tot, when i was about to order food, charmaine and cf came in. gave mi quite a shock.... i was realli surprised... and that's not all... sandra joined us soon after!! =) dey very nice.. bought lips mud pie and da equator chocolate cake.. yumm!!! soooo sweet of them can.. =) i was all smiles.... soooo dey bought mi perfume and a necklace.. thnx alot girls... love ya to bits!!! den saturday, mi actual date of birth, ahahha,, had accounts ca in da moring.. ii was very very sucky..... i didn't get the ans.. and i didn't realli complete mi work... =( mi frens sang mi a bdae song to cheer mi up, try not to tink abt it animore... and met phoebe for a while for lunch... and den went to meet baby at great world. she was shopping for the ingredients for that night's dinner. aniwae.. just wanna sae that baby was really sweet. she cooked a very very sumptous seafood meal for mi. i noe she put in alot alot of effort in it... for dessert, she made chocolate milkshake for mi. and lastly, she got hilton chocolate cake for mi. =) baby very very sweet, she tried to create surprises for mi but as she was too eager, she can't wait to tell mi either... ahahhaha. baby bought perfume, wallet and cd for mi... and also a sunflower.... i dun usually sae this but baby, thnx soo much for everything u've done. i love u... =) and i look forward to spending mi next bdae with u.. and all other holidays... =) i hope i haven't annoy u soo much that u wanna get rid of mi... time realli pass soo fast.. we have been together for cuming 8 mths.. =) soo much nice memories u gave mi.... =) =) met mi darling fren amelia on sundae.. went pastamania to eat.. played around with hps and digital camera. went to take neoprint.. amelia soo silly.. got fascinated with the toilets so we decided to take pix of it.. if onli i can upload pix.. can show all the pix! thnx to everyone for remembering my bdae... and those hu made mi bdae this year soo happy... u guys are really really appreciated.. =) aniwae.. li jia wei lost.... many people are sad.... m not affected.. life goes on.. ahahhaa... having it lesson again... boring

long time since i last blogged. let mi clarify, this time is not cos i m lazy but cos mi computer can't work. sumthing is wrong with my internet explorer. haik, now is fine and let's hope it will remain this way. hmmm, where do i start blogging... let mi start back all the way from tues.
tuesday:
it's baby's bdae. i kinda dressed up a little, wore a skirt, put on bit bit of makeup. and i stressed on bit bit! mi frens all started teasin mi cos it's da first time i wore a skirt ever since i stepped nto poly, they knew i was goin to meet sumone impt.. hee hee... i didn't admit but didn't deny either. aniwae, cf was working there part time so i got her to get mi darling a cake as a surprise. btw, cf is soo lucki, this whole week is already her holiday and the following two weeks wld be her attachment.. lucki girl. aniwae, baby was surprised... i cld finally give her a successful surprise.. this baby of mine ar, damn smart one. aniwae, baby finished work early so came to sch and picked mi up. she ar, bought mi a pair of slippers but she ended up wearing it instead. i really dun mind cos her new addidas slippers are hurting her feet so i let her wear. we went east coast, wanted to eat steamboat one.. walked a very very long distance. even managed to catch the sunset.. =) but ended up, that shop was closed... quite disappointing but never mind lah, we found another place to eat grilled seafood.. very nice ambience.. with the sea breezw.. =) very romantic.. da food there is very very good... we just sat dere, tok a little... enjoying every moment of it when suddenly, this drunkard came to us. he started talking.. can tell that he is rather depressed, can see tears in his eyes. he kept grabbing baby's hands... we cldn't make out wad he said... all he said that we are soo young and that i m so beautiful.. m not the least bit happy abt his compliment. aniwae, when we cld finally get rid of him, we left asap. baby sae luckily he wasn't sitting beside mi.. or else he wld be touching mi hands and grabbing mi... we went Mcafe and have a drink.. sat ard a little longer and headed home.. took cab frm mi hse den back to baby's. it's a long time since we did that. can't do that very often yea... very ex. it was a nice dae!
ahaha, after typing sooo much, lazy to type wad happened for the rest of the daes liao so let mi do a brief summary. was feeling rather stressed on wed den went out with jack to play and eat. tho i felt bit bit better after that, but the stress i feel is not totally gone... there are many things i have not done.. deadline coming nearer and nearer.... haik... hu can i blame.. i even played mahjong on fridae when i have an econs test on sat. baby was quite angry with mi.. sorry dear... guessed m still a little playful, and tt's why bring all this stress upon miself. so yesterdae's econs was still quite okie.. maybe can't get mi A lor... but hopefully can pass lah. baby very sweet. first, she watched vcd and deliberately stayed up so that she can wake mi up in da morning for mi test and den she actualli came to sch and picked mi up after mi test... sweet thing but it got her very tired da whole dae during her hse warming and thus da grouchiness... dunno y but yesterdae, felt like baby and i lost sumthing between us... sum feelings... i hope i m being too sensitive... this person here is someone i wanna love with all mi heart, dun wanna lose her... k, getting a little mushy... but aniwae, watching fireworks with her later.. =)

beautiful sundae i had. met up with nu peng you, angel and cf at toa payoh... our usual hangout. it was hugs, laughter and chatters... i really really miss the old days. i actually brought our my work to do but i didn't do at all... we just tok and tok.. exchanging comics.... i actualli hope we can sit there for hours and hours just chi chatting. aniwae.. we went j8 after that to take neo print. j8 changed alot.. it's been years since i went dere leh... much more things to look at... i tink i wld go dere more often now if i can. aniwae, saw angel's boiboi.... ahahha. he looks a little diff frm the pictures angel showed us. he's more photogenic... just like mi.... i dun look good in real person too... but we tink angel and him in terms of size and height, very compatible. he ar.. very bad. the moment he cum, he took our beloved angel away frm us.. still tot he wanted to walk ard with us... bleah! sooo not long after angel left, me and cf parted with xw. cf went with mi to meet my classmates to watch the fireworks together. haiyo.. lucki cf came or else i might feel quite out. one the the guys brought his gf and another guy like this girl frm mi klass and obviously, he's more interested in toking to her onli den toking to mi... luckily, i've got cf... fireworks starts at 8:30.... we were dere even before 7... waited and waited as it gets more and more crowded at the bridge where mi classmates chose to watch the fireworks.. finally, we got to see the fireworks... it was... BEAUTIFUL! i dunno wad else to sae but it was realli realli nice.. i love it... it was nice watching with mi frens but hopefully, i can get to watch with my darling baby next week. woah.. that less than ten minutes was good... worth the long wait... after fireworks.. went ot eat dinner with baby and den she sent mi home... lalala... happy national day!! and tmr's baby's bdae!! ahahaha

since when did i have the feeling that coming home is such a dread, like entering another dimension totally different from the one i had outside. since when m i making the distance between mi and mum grow bigger and bigger? i've got no idea manz. todae is another totally tiring dae. dal is right. i slept frm morning until late afternoon, from marketing to econs. mi old bad habit is coming back AGAIN! not very good. same old things goin on and on in my head.. homework.. projects.. everything is pressing mi down, making it difficult for mi to breathe. i've got to get started sumwhere yea. read the papers.. do mi work, read through, i wan to do well, or rather, i got to do well, to escape the claws and clutches. it's a need, not a want. da only good thing todae wad went out with baby, seeing her makes all my troubles and worries fly away.. we went to watch movie den did a little shopping... saw a levi's skirt.. love it! ahahha, had a good dinner.... everything is good... i gotta work hard.. nothing in this world cums free.

today is such a tiring day or rather, these days have been very tiring for me. i also dunno y m i so tired.. feel very lethargic, dun feel like doing anything, dun feel like tinking abt anything while homework and project is piling up.. higher and higher. todae's supposedly my short day, but got sum ndp observation in my sch. mi class is one of the specially selected one to go observe it. got give goody bag summore but i got cheated. other pple's goody bag got manicure set and organizer but my one dun haf! mine only got mineral water.. sum canned lemon drink, a flag and a song sheet.. ahh.. never mind lah... aniwae... HAPPY BDAE, EVELYN!! dis lucki girl ar, got sumone buy her mp3 player wor... ahaha... she ar, getting to like her more each day... she's a very typical leo and sumtimes, i feel that i can read her mind.. we can be soo alike yet so diff. aniwae.. tmr's hui juan's bdae.. mi classmates are sooo horrible... make mi go buy her present miself leh.. but aniwqae,, i got it done.. soo tired.. need to go rest.. goin at dinner with my darling baby later.. tata

have been a very good girl these two days, came home straight after school. baby has been very good these 2 daes too, except in da morning, so naughty and lazy, sleep and sleep and sleep till she hafta take cab to work. but these two daes she never go out... goood... maybe she will tmr but nvm lah... =) projects are piling out especially ec one.. cum to tink of it.. cd one is also rather urgent.. my grp mates' computers are all down... my one also not much better.. i tink got a very very big virus inside.. can't seem to clear it leh. i ate alot todae, dunno why so greedy. had rice for lunch, den feeling hungry still so i went to buy soup to drink... was havin a sweet tooth after that so i ate ice cream... den after lecture, went to buy twisties to eat. had kfc for dinner... dad bought home for mi and when mum brought back food for herself, i went to eat abit too.. i feel sooo fat... i need a diet!!! one that i can follow!!! will be rather busy this weekend... goin sentosa on saturday... and den sunday, meeting up with angel, xiuwen and cf!! ahaha... finally can see dem and mi comics too! mi darling girlfrens!! realli miss dem alot alot... hmmm.. as for chin fang, feel quite bad, cos these few daes got quite alot of hw den i gotta study etc etc.... and hafta cut short our tel calls... tink she wanna call mi and chat but dun realli hafta time for her.. sorrie girl... and i miss mi darling baby... chatted with angel just now... she's feelin comfy comfy.. and both of us noe exactly why... lalalala.. oh, after meeting up with them, goin to watch fireworks.. might be able to see angel's boy boy... ahahha.. must go through my inspection!!! kk.. gotta go do my stuff already.... =)

HOW BAD IS YOUR TEMPER ACCORDING TO YOUR HOROSCOPE

LEO JULY 22 – AUGUST 21

If anyone has total control over their emotions, it is you. But then, you can be described as stiff, cold and uncaring. You are known to lack spontaneity but you really don’t care about opinions. You don’t like to create scenes and will never accept invitations to a party where you suspect the presence of an unruly lot. But your very presence seems challenging to some and they take vicarious pleasure in your disquiet. When angry you can use critical language. A dressingdown can humiliate your opponent, causing a strain between both of you forever.

haven't blog for quite some time. have been rather busy, not totally with school work, which is sumthing i m guilty of. hee. aniwae, m in sch now having ITab lesson. it's really boring but wad to do, still hafta concentrate. dun wanna be a repeat student due to sum silly IT lesson. so... had a great weekend with my darling baby. oh, she just called mi and i answered my fone right in the middle of lesson.. ahaha, this is the best thing about poly. so back to my wonderful weekend. had make-up leson on friday and it's her half day. after lesson, went over to collect keys frm her so that i can go put mi things in her house, carried quite alot of things over mah. she finished work at 3 so went back to find her after that and we went to holland v to get her hair cut. after haircut, we went back to her place and rest. wad doing my accounts at her house. she very bad, she sae if i didn't finish den i can't watch the bachaelor... ahahha.. bachaelor!!! he chose estella!! ahaha!! i knew he wld choose her... sooo happy!!! aniwae, baby and i slept earli cos the next dae, i need to go back to sch for CD ca... baby very nice the next dae.. woke up as early as mi although she dun haf to and send mi to sch. she went cine to get tix for midnight movie and den came back to sch and pick mi home.. her mum and dad very nice to mi too. saturday is her housewarming dae.. did i mention i bought a toaster for her? ya.. bought a toaster for her family... aniwae, felt more like a half host den the guest dere.. but nvm.. i enjoy it wad.. ahaha... met baby's frens... didn't really interact much.. =( and sang karaoke with her dad and his singing instructer.. she sae mi voice not too bad yea?? ahahha... oh.. chin fang and yansing came too.. fuxing also... and yan and fuxing left first.. and at night, baby actualli sent cf to nearest mrt station. when we came back.. soo tired.. almost wan to give up da midnight movie.. wad to do, buy liao.. not cheap so had to drag our tired body to watch.... but it was a good show.. very beautiful... everything was filmed until very nice.. very very nice.. didn't regret.. but after da show, when we reached home, we fell asleep straight away... love to be in baby's arms when i fall asleep.. feel sooo secure and warm.... lalala.. aniwae, we slacked da sundae away. really enjoyed miself with her... da more i spent time with her.. da more i wanna be with her forever... everyhing just feel soo right, altho i noe this temporary bliss wun last forever... baby's bdae cuming soon..