Wednesday, August 25, 2004

i m at school. again. where else can i be if i wan to blog. sian... having marketing tutorial now on sum research thingy... damn boring can. went friendster.. read alot of things and saw alot of people. it's amazing how in a matter of few years, how much can one change. came to a realisation that people do change alot, constantly and reapidly too. it's quite scary how one changes. i m afraid of changes, afraid that people wld leave mi. not much of a sense of security i have in mi. however, i need to come to da fact that changes are around, whether i like it anot, people and things still change, i must learn to adapt, and not run away. hearts will change. what's once used to be happiness can turn sour the next day, maybe u love mi once but u might change the next day. or maybe in a few hours time. i dunno.. and i dun like... many things happened these few days, made mi pause in my tracks to think. what i wan for mislef and wad i want in others, no conclusion made. i really hope u can be there for mi... hopefully forever? m i asking too much.... i dunno....

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