this whole week hasn't been good for me. arguments, misunderstandings or should i say lack of understanding and trust. lotsa words need to be put in, lotsa patience. i dunno what happened to mi or wad happened to her. there's realli a lack of trust. silence doesn't mean anything and i hate it. i just want to hear sum things, y wun u sae it... y must u continue hurting mi. =( i wan to noe where i stand, where we stand, is that alot to ask for. haik, i dunno lah... todae's a fresh new dae... i better start it anew... i dun like to quarrel with u.. u noe i wld lose. i can't throw tantrums, u are not persistent... everything's bad.. goin all haywire. no allowance.. school's not good.. nothing's going right for me... =( aniwae.. it's nu peng you's bdae tmr... m gonna get pressie for her... met her yesterdae.... we were rather pathetic.. sat on da steps to eat kfc.. ahaha, but it was fun.. realli miss those crappy daes.. tho stressed.. i noe i ve u guys... things changed.. people ard mi is not da same animore....