i've always feel that somewhere, somehow, i'm deprived of something in the heart and today, this realisation suddely hit me. i've found what i have been missing for all this while and with this new found feeling or bond, I'm sure life would be much easier to deal with. However, too much of it can put me off too. i've got to beware.

got back my stats paper today. wasn't really satisfied with what i've got but oh wells, i still got the final 40% to pia for. if one result is gonna get me down, i don't know how many times i've experienced the feeling of down le. and this is to my beloved dal: thanks for your concern today, I really appreciated it.. though it was a little misinterpreted... nonetheless, ur concern has touched my heart in one way or another. thank you. *hugs*

my tummy has been aching on and off today. probably due to indigestion. *pains* can't really eat much.. no appetite. went to have dinner with my parents just now and bought lotsa stuff.. hee.. my papa gave me the inspiration to buy toto this coming thurs.... did some of my theory le... gotta do some work tonight so i'll have a easier week ahead.. accomplishing goals now is to ensure a smoother journey ahead.

here's to those who collected their o levels results, if you did well, congratulations! your efforts have paid off and those who did not do as well, don't despair, or give up. life doesn't just end here. an o level cert doesn't mark your success or failure. in fact, it's only the beginning. work hard for ur future as now is then the key to ur future.

hey people, i've changed my blogskin! do give your most sincere comments. thank you very much.

I'm hooked on to "MAR"-- the magical, fighting world, where power and strength is the key to survival. guess it reminds me alot of "Flame Of Recca", am impressed by the author. his pictures and story line moved systematically, with power and love both involved. bonding of friends and saving the weak, standing up for what is right and fighting the evil. and so, this is where i spent my weekend at. =)

Out of nowhere, recurring memories flood my mind, with one particular dream bugging me. had another dream last week, equally mind-bugging. why is it still bothering me, i would like to know. does this mean i would lose my stand once i get to see the one again? i thought i have the confidence to get it out of me, but maybe i'm wrong. it doesn't mean i'm weak again, just that somehow, i would never be the same as before. like a broken jade, it would never have the same flawless shine as before. somewhere throughout this journey, i've changed. no one knows whether it is for the worse or for the better. even the owner of this heart doesn't know. life's still going on, heart's still beating on. but the scars that were left will always remain as it's for.

can't wait for the 1st to come, am so deprived of money. it's a very unfruitful weekend, but how many times do i get to enjoy unfruitful weekends. so let me just enjoy in this guilt-ridden weekend, knowing i still got many tasks at hand. because, right now, i really don't care. just let me be this wilful, unreasonable girl, i know deep down, i always will be, no matter on what degree.

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the days at the end of month are always the hardest to bear with. and it's always the time when most people would ask me out, i wonder why. hmmm.. but leona decided to be a good girl and stay at home until 1st march. must bear with it, must bear with it. so if u really want to see me or meet me, please travel to tampines. lolx.

another long long day. woke up at 6. wanted to study last night but my bed was too tempting so i ended up sleeping instead. went to schoold for frontpage presentation. wasn't really well done but it was the best we could do given with our work. sians. after itab, skipped mob and went straight to buona vista. went back to the kindergarten to collect out pictures taken with dr. vivian. glad that the teachers remembered us.. and there's fu miao... eve's fav kid who decided to shave cut botak. ahahha.

after that, we went to the macs over there and spent our whole afternoon there. supposed to be studying econs full time after lunch, but we were talking half the time. we bought happy meal and ended up both of us were playing with the toys... tt silly violent monkey. i love. so with like only very limited information stored in my head, we went back to school for the test. how's the test.. i dun wanna talk about it.

finally a little freedom after quite some time. time to do some detox-ing work. am gonna enjoy this beautiful weekend, no work, just play.. ya.. at home.. myself... monopoly anyone?? lolx... =)

hmmm, have been receiving comments about me blogging very little. so here i am, on a wednesday afternoon. talked to dal last night till 4 plus in the morning then i realised that i got to sleep to wake up at 6:45. dal practically shoo me off to sleep. this morning, woke up only by xm's call and realised it's 8! i am supposed to meet him at 7:45 for him to carry my blender for me. i was like shit! and then cabbed to school.. soo expensive.. i owe my mum money... =(

didn't finish accounts tutorial, was in a very lazy mood last night. somethings happened, made me lose my motivation but what the hell, it's never too late. i am soo lost in accounts liao... and that silly "shifu" of mine ar, like dun care about me liao, got to find someone else to teach me... any volunteers or accountants wanna be want to point me in the right direction for accounts? am so lost. anyway, got back accounts test, didn't do well but oh well, at least i didn't fail. was really thinking i would fail lor. so i am contented as of now.

hr presentation. woah, we carried so much ingredients there. think we can score in the effort section right. somethings went wrong, forgot this, forgot that... guess we were nervous in one way or another.. but i am so glad it's over. really glad!

many things aren't going my way and in order to keep them in track, i've got to put aside other things which are slightly less significant. econs haven't touch yet. no motivation, no mood. mob project... *dots dots dots* lazy to say also. to eve: guess you're really having pms these days. thought of many irrelevant reasons to your behaviours. shouldn't even doubt my beliefs about what i know about you in the first place. though i might not know u very well yet but at least, shouldn't have think too far. soo silly of me. haha~ take care, k. the sun would be out even before you realised it.

anyone want to earn some extra cash. here is the deal. come my house help me wrap comics. go by number of books. one book 50 cents. i made a rough estimation. i've got about 200 over books.. which is 100 bucks.

got to go get ready and get my ass to the airport. jie flying off today.. i'll miss her... but i'll see her soon... tata~ freaking hot weather.

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leona is a very happy girl today. the day started very early in the morning at 9. went to aj's funfair because amelia asked me to go with her. agreed and gave angel a surprise there, am very glad to see her.. it was nice doing a little catching up... am even happier to see her surprised face, am missing her already but i know i would see her soon when i go for my gf's drama.. love all my darlings to bits! *smiles*

after aj, amelia and i went to town cos i said i would give her a treat.. our long awaited crystal jade to celebrate our 10th year anniversary.. hee... la mian and xiao long bao... yummy~ eat until tummy almost burst! next time, we order one la mian to share, k... and we must dine in nice places more often... it's a girl thing. *double smiles*

gotta rush back before evening as both amelia and i have activities on in the evening.. tt sweetie of mine gave me her ballon cos mine burst at aj itself.. thanks.. muaks! came home and saw that mum got me a ring from citigems... tt's very sweet of her. thought she would get me some 20 plus bucks ring.. but noope, she got me a white gold ring... though i keep complaining can't see the 0.05 diamond... i still love my mum... thanks mummy, leona loves you. * triple smiles*

family dinner near tiong bahru... nice place, food wasn't too bad... though quite boring there cos it's all the little kids who were playing and running about. reminds me of last time, me and my cousin at restaurant, create silly games to entertain ourselves... long story mans. ate kinder surprise, my all time fav. chocolate... jie bought it specially for me... she's going back to perth this wednesday.. i'll miss her! but not to worry, would see her soon in april when i go to perth. everything was yummy... leona's tummy is getting bigger... hee... this won't do. contented night though.

tmr's gonna be working day. typing of report, studying of stats etc. would not slack. don't have the time to anyway. it has been a busy and tiring week but i have been rewarded with the sweetest saturday... thanks to everyone who made my day in one way or another... *many many smiles*

my style magazine is waiting for me on the bed.. hee

it's only the third day of school and already i am deprived of sleep. went to school early today to discuss mob project. finished school at 3 today but stayed back till 5 to do my frontpage project. friday's the deadline and we're only half done. the moment i got home, i slept straight away until now. i figure it's going to be a long night ahead and i would need all the energy. don't like it when i am deprived of sleep, i would be rather short-tempered. and i am now seriously craving for chocolate.. any kind to help keep me going.

feel that i've grown fatter these day. the mirror told me so. skippied dinner. it's always the problem of discipline. if i'm disciplined enough, i would be able to go on a diet smoothly, save money and do my work.

there are people playing sparklers downstairs.... i can hear. when is it that i can allow some enjoyment to myself without feeling guilt. missed those days when everything goes so smoothly but like the saying goes, there's always ups and downs. am feeling pretty low, which is why i need the chocolate.. high intake of sugar. =(

realised that at times, i can be really harsh and hard-hearted towards things. i'm not the least bit compassionate at those times. don't know when did i become like that. i don't feel as passionate as i do abt things and people as i do in the past. something in me has changed. hopefully, with this change, it would lead me to greater heights but that also mean my circle of people would slowly decrease by then. oh well, nothing lose, nothing gained.

Happy Valentine's Day, everyone! had a rather good day today and thanks to those who contributed in one way or another to this beautiful day i had. thought i won't receive a flower but my sweetest darling, yan actually went clementi between school time to get a flower for me, that's like super sweet of her! love her to bits. she got me a lovely white rose with lavender at the side... very nice.. thanks yan! you've made my day. had dinner with her at pre rouge, our "lao di fang". the food there quite sucky.. yan and i decided we would only go there to drink after the sun sets. yan drank a little but i didn't, couldn't decide what to drink so might as well don't risk. realised that the last few times we went there, our moods were pretty down but it's different this time, we were actually celebrating... =) had a great time, thanks yan again.... i promise we would venture further at the end of this year.. =) gosh.... it's a beautiful v'dae... even without anyone by my side, i manage to spend it well. mum promise me a ring. doubles smiles...

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first of all, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! GONG XI FA CAI TO ONE AND ALL. leona is a very happy girl today and this marks a good beginning to this year. *smiles*

Didn't sleep very late last night, dunno why whole family soo tired so we all went to sleep slightly after 2. didn't remember sleeping so early last year. I tried to stay awake in my room, watching this chinese new year movie which mediacorp never fail to show EVERY new year night. it's the same one, i swear, but my eyes simply cannot open anymore so off i go to dreamland.

woke up this morning after 11. it was a good sleep, i would say. watched tv, do nothing.. lolx... the whole family left the house only after 2. daddy say mummy drag our time.. took soo long which i totally agree.. mummy sae we both against her... whatever lah. lolx. went to my grandma's house at sengkang first. ate, talked abit... took ang baos then left to head towards my grandmother at aljunied. ate more there. talked. then cousins came and then we sat down to play mahjong... =) i won.. lalala~ yay.... 3 house lose to me leh... but it's pure luck lah.. is not i good... is just luck... hee hee.

tmr, we are going out again. is the first time my family go out on second day of new year. we 're gonna go temple, den go do some visiting.. then maybe more mahjong.. gosh, i am addicted.. new year is not very fantastic but it's definitely a season to enjoy and relax and gamble~ lalala~ i am a happy happy girl!

just woke up not too long from my sleep. could have slept longer if not for my very irritating mother. she herself wake up liao also must make sure the rest of the household wakes up with her. what kind of a rubbish rule is this.. oh wells... luckily, she've left the house to go run some errands and therefore, peace at home! =)
came back slightly before 12 last night. wanted to go amelia's house play "building blocks" one.. but that silly mother of mine don't allow. anyway, she found out about my pierced ear and can't seem to stop talking about it. she didn't scold lah.. but keep bringing it up and tt's enough to annoy me.
bought clothes yesterday... oops... dun remind me about my savings plan. bought a skirt and a top. when i came back and tired on the skirt, i asked my dad if it was nice, he said it was too short. i told him i have shorter skirt and he just shook his head.. soo cute.. silly papa. =)
it was a great day yesterday, though very tiring.. but it was simply great. towned with the two chia sisters. went to eat sushi, courtesy from the younger chia sister. she owe us this meal a very long time already. and then shop, shop, shop. we shopped for like around 5 hours plus? and my feet hurts like hell already. walked from sommerset to orchard and then back to sommerset for a drink at tcc. brought jie there to eat the simply irresistable lava chocolate cake.. yummy~ am a happy girl~
anyway, my perth trip with my cousin is more or less confirmed. arrangements were made over at perth. and all relatives over our side knows. the only issue left is $$. ahaha~ can't wait.. am sure i would have a fun time there!!

2 of my all time-favourite girls and me at tcc

Mysterious, elegant, creative and calmYou are a sprite of the Water. Creative and one of
the most beautiful of sprites, you strike
wonder and curiosity into the hearts and minds
of all. Even though you are capable of
attraction and seduction you are way above all
that, you understand the true meaning of life
and are very open and understanding of life's
mysteries, most likely you are one of them. You
are respectful of all ways of life and do not
judge one due to their position or station in
life. You are gifted in the ways of
understanding and given the chance are usually
full of good, wise advice but your not the type
to take the stand and express such things. Your
laid back nature can be troubling, you don't
take many risks and prefer to keep things as
they are. You are one of the most unique of
sprites.

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my all-time favourite dessert at tcc 

just came back from the mall with mummy~ bought cosmetics (hee..) and a bag.. muacks mummy.. next time when i earn big bucks, i will buy u skincare products and cosmetics to make u pretty pretty too~ haha
yesteday was a rather bad day for me... die lah, amelia, does it mean that it's gonna be bad days for the whole of 2005 for me? had accounts paper yesterday, badly done but i won't dwell on it, no point. just can't help feeling a little disappointed with myself. feel so un-motivated these days. hopefully after new year, everything would be just fine, i know it will because i won't let myself fall. i won't lose to myself. meanwhile, it's simply enjoy all the way!
after the accounts tragedy, went to feast with my darlings, yan and cf. love you girls! with yan around, we can never have cheap dinner but it's perfectly fine with me. i have been craving for good food for the past week as i have been living on 3 bucks per day.. anyway.. to dal: i didn't spend alot yesterday.. besides food, didn't even buy any clothes! hahaha~ way to go for my savings. anyway, wanted to go for a drink with yan at our "lao di fang" but my tummy wasn't feeling very well.. sorry girl, another day, k... i am craving for a drinking session with you too.
the weather is so freaking hot.. irritates the hell out of me... sentosa, anyone? time for some serious sun-tanning!
v-day coming.... anyone want to date me... hahaha~ got to go... help my mum pack some stuff.. don't say i never help my mum do housework, k~ i do!

went to school for 3 hours today, wouldn't have gone at all if i didn't do my econs tutorial but i've been a good girl and i did my work so went to school. it's so boring in school today and to make matters worse, those two darling pals of mine decided they want to forsake me yet again. so pathetic me sat in the front row during tutorial all by myself, soo cold~
came home, rested, cooked and rested somemore. fell asleep and only woke up after receiving a message. luckily he msged, or esle i would be sleeping until evening time and i won't revise my accounts at all. while revising accounts, i've been popping pineapple tarts into my mouth one by one... before i knew it, 3/4 of the whole container worth of pineapple tarts are gone. so sorry, mum... think she hafta buy another container but those tarts were simply very very yummy.. tmr's accounts.. am a little worried... somehow or another, just felt that i am not prepared enough... oh.. but what the hell, got to sleep early tonight anyway...

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In your eyes, people see shards of ice
everywhere... You are cold and distant, pushing
away people that love you and truely care for
you! You want to be able to reach out and love
them but... You can't for some reason... You're
just too.... You :P Underneath that cold
exterior lies a warm, happy soul that wants to
let loose and have fun! Your sanctuary would
probably be anywhere up high where you can look
down on life below you, like the roof of an
apartment building... Your eyes resemble a
saddened, crestfallen person seeking out
attention, but doesn't know how to handle it.
However, you do find comfort from your friends,
they're always there for you, and they know the
REAL you :) Even though you do seem rather
cold, you can be very protective over something
you truely believe in or love. Let go of that
"tough" rep and just be you! It's
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love ^-^

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in life, there are many things that can actually make us happy.
first on the list, we have kinship.
next, we have friendship.
followed by the sense of achivement we get in completing challenging tasks at hand
and then the joy of helping others
and the list goes on...
surprisingly, love is not in top ten...
this proves something yea...