i found a job! and it's pretty fast. wondering if i made a rash decision... went for interview today and then they confirmed me today. it's a 3 months contract. so no leaving till after 3 months. i do hope it will pass by quickly. pretty nervous at the same time anticipating and dreading it. anticipating cos i cannot wait to work... earn that cash! puting time to good use. dreading it cos of 1001 reasons:

- no pretty forml clothes to wear
- long hours
- anti-socialness
- i m so gg to miss my boy

ok.. the last one was uncalled for.. but i guess we cannot meet up as often as we used to now. tt saddens me... i m already soo used to him... how mans. but apparently, it's only on my side. tt boy doesn't seem much affected. hahaha.... i guess i like that part about him

sometimes.. small surprises can bring much happiness. it's been so long since i was last surprised