i wasn't exactly feeling down but i have to admit my emotions got slightly more positive after reading eve's mail. thanks eve. silly little updates and the long awaited email. am going to reply very sooon. maybe after i finish the new project on hand.. =)

sometimes can get quite tiring. guessing, pacifying and trying to pretend nothing's wrong. being insensitive it may be... pretending not to acknowledge it may be too. or too tired to do anything. i dunno wad went wrong. but it does really get quite tiring at times. for both of us, i think. do we ve a problem somewhere... i dun like this feeling. i dun like leaving thorns unplucked, threads dangling and white spots tarnished. i dunno....