i guess i have been procrastinating certain important issues. so a wake up call is important. one with impact. i mean i had wake up calls before this one... but none that caused an impact. i need a certain aspect of my life back. people keep telling me " i noe u can do it" ... but.... =/ i noe i can do it too... but.....

so when there's a but... i'm still not there yet.

it's time to get back on track. if i noe this gets me down.... i should put it back up. do things that will get me more driven. this is it. some time before the last lap.

i knoe i want this.

the only person i want to win is myself.
the only person i want to understand is myself.
the only person i want to see over the other side is a better me.