gonna "pen" down a few things before i take my bath and start my studying again. tmr's the first paper. i'm not feeling really stressed up... but something else. something that i cannot put words to. but whatever the feeling may be.. it doesn't feel good. that i know.

i may be a little paranoid but my eyes aren't feeling really well these days. they hurt and itch sometimes. and it really doesn't help when the renu case came up. i'm quite worried.. i hope nothing is wrong.

and when i see my dad and him not feeling well today... i'm worried. don't know what did dad eat or what happen.. but he had to see the doc for his tummy. guess it's quite serious or the doc would not give him mc for 2 days. has been sleeping since afternoon... didn't even take his dinner. oh.....

gonna take a real cold shower.... to start the mugging. =/