i wonder if wad i did was wrong or right. i don't wish for this to happen but happy times won't stick around for long. haven't i learn it the hard way already. the air has to be cleared one day anyway.

even when i was looking for company, i didn't know how to broach the topic. god, can things be made simpler for me.

i'm just a selfish, unreasonable brat who deserves retribution.