alright, just call me a bitch. maybe i m just too much to handle, wad can i say to a bunch of people who haven't grown up. well, welcome to the reality world with bitches and bastards around. learn it this way manz, i m not considered the worst, i can be worse than this. this is nothing. u tink the world full of nice people all around for u? oh pls.. tink twice! and pls, grow up manz. this is really nothing. i can be even harder and more bitter than this. oh gosh, someone kill mi. i hate this world, full of pretense and everyone is so fake! ew! can't take it, leave this world then... leave mi then. no pretend to be so nice in front of mi when u dun mean it. dun test mi patience.. hu do u tink u are. in this world, i wld only tolerate mi person and just too bad, u dun have the honour to be that person. i finally understood when eve said it is actually quite good to be alone at home. i totally understand it liao. i wan to be alone. to be shut in the house. i dun wan to go out. i dun wan to face anyone, anyone at all. dun tok to mi, dun come near mi. i m so ready to kill. fuck it! i hate this world, i really do. it onli makes mi wan to climb even higher and crush everyone under my feet. i m not going to show any merci, cos i really hate this world. fuck!

i m confused to what to do and what not to do. if i m nice, and loosen mi grip, will u stray away from me and betray me? if i tighten the grip, you would most probably leave mi even earlier and hate mi for controlling you. wadever!