mi computer is finally fixed. can blog now again. lost all my data from the computer, haik, but nvm, at least i can use the net now and tt's what matters. new com, new start. tomorrow, new term, new start. it's time to pick up all the pieces that were left scattered or blocked by other factors to start anew again. i've learnt... or rather, i've had the taste of what it is like now so no more repeating of mistakes and no more looking back. i've to pick up where i've left off and start anew. i like to put a full stop to things and start another paragraph new. hopefully, i wun progress and learnt more new things. after all this while, i realised that actually, loneliness is getting more and more scary. i've yet to learn how to deal with it in a more mature way, but i will learn. i've got to. no one is gonna stop their pace of life to wait for mi to take da first steps out. everyone has their own lifes and tt's how things are. i've got to learn. kk, feel much better. todae, hit mi head twice. once at brandon's hse when i tot there was a pillow behind mi and i hit mi head against the wall. and da second time was when i was trying to get on the cab and i hit mi head HARD against the top of cab. painz... i already rather dumb liao and to make matters worse, i m hitting my head again and again. yesterday, i hit my head too, at baby's hse.. wad's wrong with mi? my computer seemed soo bare. must go do sumthing abt it.. but not tonite.. m tired.. tmr gotta wake up at 6.. yawnz!!! m getting fatter. many pple are commenting abt that....=( how.. this can't go on... i better start exercising.... can't fir in many clothes.. no money to buy new ones.... look like a big fat pig now.. feel like one too.