I no longer know what's the truth and what's not. I rather be naive and take words for what they are. I don't want to think anymore because the more I think, the more it hurts. Guess this is just the cycle of life. God gave you the happiest moments that one can ever imagine and then in return, he must bring you the most unhappiest moments too. When can I ever get out of this phrase of my life? It's too much, too terrible to think. I've talked to peopl around me. I've heard different opinions but I've yet to hear what my heart wants to say and what it wants. I am just running away from what I need to face. I am a coward and everyone knows that. I don't want the truth anymore. I am just leading my life in a blur now... in a daze, in a haze...