Do you know that there's going to be a Monopoly Competition coming soon in Singapore? 4-5 April. As quite a big fan of Monopoly, i'm kinda quite excited about it. but i'm all alone in this enthusiasm. So it's hard to feel like joining, with no one who can accompany you to do so. Oh well, i still think it's quite exciting.

My mum left the house around 5 plus this morning so by the time i wake up, she's gone, suddenly the house seemed quieter and i do miss having a presence at home. maybe not the voicem is the presence. and coming home to a quiet house knowing she wun come back at 10pm.. it's quite freaky. hmm.. maybe i'm not tt ready to move out of myself after all.. i'm not too sure.

it's a tiring day. anyway... i was thinking do i sound like i m complaining abt my bf all the time... or grumbling abt him? don't get me wrong know, he's great. he's cute, he's silly. he's my bf. haha.. just that i think if i go all gooey or lovey dovey on my blog abt stuff we do or he said... u guys wouldn't want to read right... i hate reading such blogs.. like tooo sweet. so i try not to do it. but dun think my bf is mistreating me, k. for the most part of it no la.. but he's nice la. in a blokish way. haha

i m tired!

the weather is reallt killing me. i know some people will think, no biggie, cos they might not sleep in aircon daily. but for me.. i'm very used to it already. further more, i am someone who prefer being frozen to death than having the heat get the better of me. so with ushc hot weather and plus those who come my house should know how hot it is. without aircon.. i m really dying! =/

finally finished my cfp module 3 exam. after studying for quite some time until i feel so saturated yet i still left the room after the paper feeling quite shitty as well. no girl gets lucky twice in a row right? well.... what surprises me is when i came out of the room, the boy is THERE already. must be come out very early. we got posted to different rooms u see... Choo and Tan. before he left me in my room, he was like choo la choo! haha

no brunch after that but we did get to go Vivo. and tt's like after a v v v long time since i last went. i'm pretty sure it's been more than a year.

i love spending time with him. but seriously.... he's soo irritating! he loves smacking my face.. can u guys believe it!?? will u ever treat ur gf like that~!!! qing qu he calls it. let me give him some credit, k? being a blokish guy all of u guys noe.. he can be really sweet sometime. totally unexpected and he himself dun even noe it's sweet. curious curious? ask me... =)

so now back to exams business. determines my graduation. mummy is going on a holiday tmr. to taiwan for 5 days. finally, she's getting some life. i'm happy for her. i need some getting used to coming back home to empty house... but i noe once i get used to it.. she would b back.

and thanks jie for mob tv. haha!! i m so enjoying!

gosh, i'm being punished for some things i did in the past year or whatever. the hottest period of singapore and my air con is broken down! mum dun seem to have the intension to fix it and i'm feeling hot and sweaty in my own house! no air no air!!!!!!!

sent yan off.... finally left the few of us from xcyflawx (i forgot the one added with yan) in singapore. exams are drawing nearer, i need more strength and determination. i need to focus, deprive myself of life and totally focus.

baby's birthday coming... 100000 things not done!!!!

boon. i'm touched, u left comments on the first 3 entries! ahahhaa.... =)

still recovering from my wounds, though it's painful and not that i don't wanna qing cao you, it's more of cing cao you is painful and if i put den go to bed, sure stain the bedsheets!!! =( not sure if i can run tmr, but of course, not an excuse. although although...... i might have stretched a muscle.... hahaha.. excuses.

i'm trying to blog more often here.. but putting effort into my baby too.. hey friends... do go there... give comments, k? it's effort.. dun be too judgemental! ahahhaa..

here's the baby:

www.redstripesgreencircles.blogspot.com

maybe i was born a klutz but i only knew it now. when i think back, as far as my memory can stretch, there were lots of instances that suggested i was one. first day in primary school where i had the older student bringging me to tour around the school, i was this mini park we had and attempted to run over. i tripped and fell on the road. and that's how i knew where the teacher's staff room was then. I had to apply medication there. of course, there were other instances when i got ahead of myself in PE classes, running around, sprinting or whatever i as doing, i also fell. it's always the scrapping of knees or elbows. not to forget, palms too.

when i grew older, that was when i realised i could also trip over myself while playing ball games with my peers. be it captain's ball or basketball. there goes the knees again. and sometimes if i was unlucky enough, i could even sprain the ankle, which i did and had to go to a chinese sinseh to get it treated. i kinda pulled a muscle at the ankle i think.

and of course as i grew even older, i do trip over my own legs and then give lame excuses like my legs are too long and such. but i somehow managed to stable myself before i land on the ground. and now that i have nic with me, he's always there for the extra tug back if i was going to land forward. so i thought somehow, i'm quick enough to make myself steady or fast.

or so i thought. cos yesterday, just because i was a little lost, i panicked and quickened my pace, either my so called long legs somehow tangle or i tripped over something not even on the ground, but i landed hard on my left side. nothing too serious, just scrapped a knee, an ankle and my palms. when u injured ur palm.. or hand for that matters, it's very difficult to do anything cos everytime u move it.. or touch water, it hurts. it doesn't mean u are injured, u dun have to wash ur daily laundry you know. then i found out, somehow i injured my right last toe as well. only found out today.

so finally, i conclude..i m a klutz

Looks very creepy yea... my big boy loves to play with dry ice...

i know i haven't been blogging really often.. blame it on laziness, studying and my big baby project. can't wait for it to be launched!

it's less than 2 months to my exams, i'm v v v stressed. i feel so unprepared and i got no skeleton to follow what to do. i work best with a skeleton and i can work even more efficiently with a draft as to what to do. damn... right now, i just have to go intensive revision faithfully and hope that somehow, it motivates me and i can see a direction as to how to begin.

it's been so long yet some prejudice seemed to stay. i keep telling myself time will make it all better, but humans are so stubborn. or issit everyone around me are particularly thick in the head. words dun seem to go in.. neither are they very good at communicating their thoughts or opinions to me without me blowing up. need to curb my temper as well.

some people might think i got no life. but i'm happy being the stay-home girl as i am. why do people always put down others? to make themselves feel better? i dun blame them actually, i blame myself for being so weak willed and not able to stick to my own view, stick to what i think makes me happy.

caught Marley and Me yesterday and towards the end of the show, i have a girl beside me sniffing, a girl in front of me leaning in towards her bf's shoulders while he patted her on the head. and somewhere someone is tearing the tissue out or some sort, and further away, someone else is sniffing as well. lots of sniffing and lots of tissue sound. it's a great show seriously.. very heartwarming family type of show. the last time i felt THIS way about any movie is actually Click. and to think in the morning after my usual run, i was telling nic, no i don't want a dog. totally changed my mind. and of course my silly bf had to whisper, quite loudly, are u crying!? isn't that an understatement already. haha.... so him.

somewhere down the afternoon.. i forgot exactly what we were toking about but most probably me kicking up a fight of sort sort.. but he was saying.. we should have been the happiest couple around. hmmm... he never said that before and this got me thinking whether my unnecessary fight picking skills is the crucial part to us not getting it perfect. and den a few hours later.. he was threatening me not to post up his cylops look alike picture. haha.... well, i really won't dare to do it for who knows what he will do for me. seriously, did i sae we are a steady bland boring couple? think i have to take it back.

I thought this heart shaped chicken look really interesting. couldn't resist taking a picture of it. and after which i was told my KIA bf that chicken breast is often shaped this way. he never fails to make me stupid.. =/

i've got another sunday to look forward spending it with him. let me just stay this contented and blessed for a while before i think of getting my skills up another notch.

march is going to be the beginning.