it's the holidays and the start to my screwed life. well, i shouln't put it tt way. however, i cannot describe it better any other way. nonetheless.. i will stay positive. laptop's down. gotta get it done at the cost of 80 bucks. mum's on leave. painting the whole house, making me smell the poisonous air. the start of the month never comes. lack of cash, making me even grouchier than i already am. fed up, hot tempered, plus the weather's not helping. i feel so..........

i won't be surprised if one day u chose to leave. cos if i were to look back, there were many times u could have already said bye.