i guess angel is right. i'm in a pretty good mood these days, even without myself realising it. so good that i even allow myself to sin bt eating a snickers chocolate bar. god~ how i love the caramel flowing out and chocolate melting in my mouth. it's been so so long. now, where can i get better girlfriends like those i have. know me inside out and even better, know how i feel even before i know it.

chocolate, flowers, hugs and kisses... reminds me the feeling love. a forbidden word that i never thought i would use again but ya, here i am. it takes lessons learnt to know who i truly am and what i truly want.

i have many great plans for the remaining part of 2005, mainly after the china trip. ambitious, ambitious. it takes capital to do great things as well. planning is important, i have to admit. but live a day as it is. don't worry about problems you cannot solve now. happiness is the most important thing in life. it's too short to live only for something or someone only.

i'm craving for great pampering from people....

anyway. HAPPY BIRTHDAY, EVE! hope it was a great one for u today! i'll pray hard that whatever wishes u made would come true. go feast with me sooooon.. i dun care!