am i really that slow or what. i always thought i'm sensitive enough but how can i fail to notice the feelings that's still around after quite some time. besides truly appreciating from the bottom of my heart, wad else can i do. i wish i had a better solution to this. it shouldn't feel like a problem and definitely not a burden but my heart really feels like lead at this point of time. it's ironic but i want to be loved at the same time not. but nonetheless, i thank you. thanks for telling me everything. really.