don't even squint to read.

what u said was right. everything of it.

so as long as it still haunts me, there's no way i can be happy. i'm just going round and round this vicious cycle, and not making progress. you're absolutely right about everything. i just refuse to admit it.

but i dun like to lose. i dun like to be hit right on so i've got my way to win this round. i hope my way works because everytime i start, i can't finish it.

i just hope "people" will make it easier for me. i don't deserve this, do i? or maybe i do. after all, i'm evil, and am getting my retribution. tt's my belief.