i had one of the loveliest long weekend ever.. and it is not entirely due to my new toy.. but i'm giving all credits to the boy. he has been nothing but sweet and accomodating the whole entire time. right from waiting at expo for me for a few hours to come decide and see whether i wanna get my wii or not (the place was almost closing when i reached) and heading back down the next day to get extra controllers and not forgetting we had to go back down that night cos the controller we got was faulty. i hate hate hate doing such troublesome matters and i dun particularly like going to fairs and squeeze cos it's really really crowded. so i wasn't in my best mood and temper.. but he still managed to pacify me and was really patient with me... and I seriously thank God for that. i mean it doesn't help when two hot tempered persons argue and all.. over such a nice long weekend with wii.. and den everyone's moods spoil. so yea.

and also for hanging out with pple i love as well.... and trying and making effort to be nice and taking initiative and all.. hahahaaa..... the list goes on... but i'm really thankful for him and everything that he has done for me... there are days when i feel grouchy and will forget such a happy time i had with him.. so i gotta jot this down and remind myself when things get dreary.... and hoping people who reads this will remind me as well. aahaha...

meanwhile.. wii wii wii wii wii.... seriously.. playing games is really a form of luxury.. u think just by getting wii is enough? no.. there's the controller... and accessories tt we wanna get as well.. wii charging stand... wii games... wii motion plus for certain games.. the list just goes on.. but right now.. im happy with wad i have... =)

i'm a happy girl!

my early christmas gift... wii!!! loves loves loves... whee to my boy and whee to wii!! =)

seriously... getting a gadget always require so much homework to be done.... and up till now, i'm still pretty confused.. can someone like teach me or guide me? i mean.. why is buying one wii so difficult.. putting price aside... there's so many other things to look out for... updating, modifying, and cannot anyhow modify somemore.. patching or whatever shit.. making sure i can access to wiishop... GOSH!! HELP ME SOMEBODY!!! >(

the number of things i have to abstain eating makes me wonder if i can eat anything anymore... i cannot eat nuts.... and sesame... no eggs, no oyster sauce... no seafood and that includes prawns, crab, sotong.. and the list goes on.. luckily for me.. fish is still on the list.. and oh yea.. no alcohol.. how do i literally survive. esp when it comes to eggs.. so many things has eggs inside tt u dun notice it at all?? gosh.... =(

where is my life now.... and when is this nightmare ending?

gosh... this sucks mans... i was just thinking how come my rashes dun seem to be healing or anything and given my free time, i went online and google abit, now i suspect my rashes are actually eczema. i have all the symtoms... the itch and the scaly, peeling skin.... and now i m at a lost.

how do i go on to hsbc like that... i dun wanna look scaly and red, with rashes all over me.... and the next thing... how to keep taking off to go see doctor or something. i went to polyclinic last week.. after putting the medcine and all.. it doesn't seem to be healing or anything... just the same.. so i kinda wanna go back polyclinic and get a referral lecture to the skin centre or something. =( den there's facial this sunday supposedly? i dun think i m in the correct condition to go... ISSUES....

ARG!

Sometimes, on mornings like this when i'm so free that i let my mind wander all sorts of place, i wonder why pple are oblivious to things or people around them and others find those stuff such an eyesore. is like one party can blissfully be unaware of the dirty patch on the clear window, happily going in and out of the house while the other party immediately saw the dirty patch and get really upset about it that they wanna rub off and scrub off that patch of dirt.

i also wonder how come some people will think so highly of themselves when they are not as worthy as they think they are, worse still, they actually think they have the authority to oppress those under them. i mean for this case, no one is indispensible... they know that right? how can anyone actually think they are important enough to be unreplacable.

how do we ever know what's really right? and what's the masterplan for us? i hate gloomy mornings.... i wonder too much..

the highlight of the night.... marinated frog leg. it's actually nic's mum recipe... thought i will give it a try den improvise from there... so as long as it suits my boy's taste of childhood mummy's food? haha



halfway through... a mini accident... in my attempt to clean the stove with kitchen towel while the fire's still on.. i burn the whol paper.... had to pour water over it to stop the fire.



But dinner's still served punctually.... the extreme left corner is steamed egg... den highlight of the night and veggie with shitake. =)

i found more motivation to cook these days... my precious boy seemed to be not eating much outside... like if we were to dine out.. he won't eat that much... like maybe skip a breakfast, lunch or both kind of thing. but if i cooked.. i m pretty sure he wun have excuse not to finish MY foood! so yes.. more home cooked sunday meals to come.

i had a goood weekend.... really goood one... and time seemed to fly by.... back to IJ for the very first time after they renovated and upgraded. hmmm... some stuff are there.. some stuff changed... but i guess the biggest change is me.. guess i dun feel the same for certain stuff anymore. but i'm definitely still loving the meesua there! outside the school that is. hahaa.. den it was alpha graduation.. all ended well.. and we had a really good time.... i'm going to miss having tt to occupy my every saturday.

i started my sunday with breakfast at the coffeeshop... toast and egg.. haha.. old school stuff den headed off to church.... den go grocery shopping. simple day for simple stufff... i'm truly blessed every single day.... =)

oh my gosh... i cannot believe this.... i can actually blog in the office.. the other time i tried, they blocked my entry.. but this time round, i managed to dive right in! wiggle my way in but there's still msg below my taskbar: " To help protect your security, Internet Explorer has blocked this website from displaying conetne with security certificate errors." in light yellow. and now... here i can spam my own blog... i know i will be so bored the entire day i might be able to write at least 8 (that's the number of hours i work each day) entires... one for every hour, minus lunch hour??

didn't have computer access for the past 2 days... cos the boy is on leave and he wants to com for his usage and evelyn.. if u are reading this, i'm sorry.. i know i got stuff to discuss with you... and it's been dragging.. keep wanting and reminding myself to msg you.. but i keep forgetting. now that i remember... WE WILL DO IT SOOON, k? promise promise!

have been eating medcine for my itch and rash the past 2 nights and i concussed for the the past two nights as well.. drowsy medcine really v amazing, knocked you out totally.. till morning, if not for my own alarm. and ar, my rash doesn't seem to be healing.. one side of my face is as swollen.. and my chest.. =( ARGGHHHHH and the haze and dust in singapore is not helping AT ALL!

pls... anybody who reads this.. feel free to email me at work mans.. i m so bored and i cannot access facebook or msn or wadever chat system there is.. boredom! my only form of entertainment is from emailing... this is the only way i get to reach out to the outside world... the only way at work.. =/

credits to amelia

haha.. not that she made this or anything.. but it's cos of her.. i got inspiration. she cooked omurice for me last week (did i mention i do enjoy being guinea pig) but cos she packed the food for me, so there wasn't egg. and since then... i have craving for omurice.. with the egg! and do u guys noe there's a new ??? town in raffles city, this japanese resturant... dunno issit fast food type of restaurant or wad but i saw their menu.. there's omurice!! made my craving even stronger and so since i m on leave today.. decided to give it a shot.. with the remaining ingredients i have in my fridge.. taste wise.. definitely can be improved.. but i simply love the egg wrap rice concept! hahaaa...

so i mentioned i was on leave... woke up this morning with a very bad rash.. the rash has been there since monday but it became more visible and itchier last night. so i took leave to go to polyclinic to see the doctor. guess this will be the last time i go polyclinic.. thought cheap.. the time we waited.. =/ gosh.. is this a weekday morning or something? so so os many pple were there.. and not to add.. the doctors are not tt professional.

i m so looking forward to this sat... i hope my rash gets better.. the doctor said it is infection.. but from wad mans. i dunno. =( i do hope i will look alright this sat and not go back IJ scare pple.. or celebrate the last of alpha in such a state...

looking forward to trying nic's mum recipe this sunday! =)

it feels good to stay at home on a friday afternoon like this.... clad in home shorts and baggy shirt, relaxed and at ease... i started to do minor household chores. my mum always say, even if i dun help out with the house's chores... the least i could do is tidy up my bedroom and that is what i did.

first thing first, bedsheets.... and super single is already tiring... not that changing bedsheets or pillow case is tiring.. is more of changing the comforter cover... if u have one at home.. you would know what i mean... i cannot imagine changing a bigger bed's comforter cover in the future... definitely a work out for my biceps. den next is sweeping of my room floor. being a normal girl, i drop a healthy amount of hair each day. dun get me wrong.. not that dropping hair is healthy.. is just that dropping hair is a norm for ladies... and so my room after mths of non-sweeping or mopping, there are months worth of hair.. but it's clean now!!! i love it when my room floor is clean. i feel that i can eat right out from the floor! den i pack my clothes, wash my make up sponge and tada! my room is clean!! not exactly tidy.. but that could be worked on.. maybe tonight after cell or something.. i shall see.

i finished my basic course already. what else is there to come i'm not too sure... but it's really important to self motivate. that i know. and i know i will learn alot from now onwards.... all the best to me mans.... i'm scared but i know i have to move on. but for now... let me just enjoy the things as it is.....

back to work on monday... with so many things change.. i wonder anyone remember i still work there.

on days like these... i'm so upset i feel like crying... i have so much things i wanna shout out.... so much frustration.. but i keep a smile.... i pray so so so hard and... there's pretty much nthing i can do about it already.

meeting up with gfs is one of the goood things to look forward to in life. i'm a happy girl...... though i have to mug abit.. feeling so lazy and sleeepy... maybe i could wake up tmr morning to mug instead?

no.. i will be too lazy and complacent.

2 days down, 2 days to go.

one day down with 3 more to go before i officially become an agent. and the next few days are just gg to get tougher and tougher.

Our dinner.... new recipe, not one that i thought of but i took it from shape and modify a little to our tasting... raw salmon with soba and sesame dressing. all in 20 mins or less. quick and easy. no fuss. and it's really not too bad at all.. at least the boy likes it so i can safely add it in my recipe book that i complied. and i'm very excited about the new cookbook i got from church.. lots of things i can try out... i wanna be a good cook! cook yummy stuff for pple. i know i got a long way to go, getting good and proper kitchen utensils is one. haha

cycling trip was great... i dunno why my back is aching instead of my calves. at least my thighs and butt are.. so ok. steamboat was great as well.. and so is my ah chew's greenbean plus seaweed. then putien was lovely.... all with great company i must add.. and i can't wait for pay to come and go shopping with my boy.... he's dying to lay his hands on .... i know.. i love seeing him shop.. makes me happy as well....

tmr is a start to a whole new chapter..... i'm nervous.. i need all support i can get.. but like wad my friend said.... just treat it like u are a student... i will be fine.. right? i noe i will be... but.... butterflies in stomach.. pls leave me alone?