When we want to remember something or some special event, we take pictures. we want to be able to keep these as memories or look back at them and used them to evoke back happy memories. this is wad people do to keep memories. but there are many other type of memories tt dun ve pictures yet i wun want to lose those memories. i wonder if one day i were to lost these memories, apart from those tt i can still use pictures to remember, wad would i do. how would i grow.

i want to remember how gm used to tie my hair every morning when i was still in pre school. i remember in order to make it very neat, she will pull my hair very hard. haha.. i'm not being a sadist here but i want to remember how pampered and loved i feel from her.

i want to remember how much punishment i got from my teachers since young cos i tok too much. how embarrassing, how humilating some punishments may be. i still remember there was this once, she dun wanna give me my tea. and it was my fav porridge on a tues. we had diff tea items for diff days. i'm a talker since way young.. chatter and chatter. in primary 2.. teachers wrote i sae i m vocal but should concentrate on my studies. aa sae... vocal is being nice. tt's called talkative.

i want to remember how happy i was when chen lao shi gave me special treatment in pri school i want to remember how happy i was to ve joanne as my best fren. i wanna remember how childish i was in pri school to write nasty remarks about amelia and sarah cos i tot they were toking bad about me. and the whole big hoo haa tt followed. i wan to remember how i was being ostracised (issit spelled this way?) during recess and how i cried so bad to mummy and wad mummy did for me. i want to remember hanging out with the so called cool group thereafter. i wanan remember how they always joke abt me and cheekuey man. i wanna remember how good pri school foood taste. curry mee. hor fun.. chilli meatball.. fishball..

when i had to leave primary school, i went ijtp all by myself or so i tot. i want to remember how i made frens with angel. cos we were signing up for choir auditions. how we made fun of elaine fresh cooker. i want to remember how mrs low said maybe i should join chess club. and i asked for a second chance then got into choir. i want to remember esp sec 2. how suspend was formed. how we practised at yan's hse. how we sang and won the ferro roche( speeld this way?) and then was asked to sing during mooncake festival. tt was one of the mooncake festival i wun forget as well. and the song we composed. i wanan rememebr how lays was formed.. how i love the maths teacher. which i cannot remember her name but i noe she v pretty and i loved her. and wanna do well for her.

this is only a small part of my life.. there are so many other things i wanna keep and etached into my head. and i dun wanna lose them. cos if without them, i wun be able to grow and mature to who i m today.

=) still craving so much for tt salmon!!