i watched the proposal show tonight and up till now, i'm still in the sweet mode stage. wooo.. the girl is so daring. i envy her daring-ness. and her courage to love. i remember telling my friends last time i always wanted a hong hong lie lie thunder and lightning type of r/s. i guess did it, over it already. love to the max... did many crazy things. no regrets at least. this is how i want my r/s to be. with no regrets. tt's the first impt criteria. but to ve the courage to propose in public.. as a female.. woah. tt's really woah. that girl is so cute. she sae it has always been her dream to propose to him. tt's soo sweeetttt.. sooo sweeetttt. i feel so sweetened. i feel so sweeet... hong hong lie lie. ya. i nv wanted to be plain and nv wanted to be unspecial. this is how i am. and this is how i want to be till the day i ve 2 legs in the coffin. this reminds me a little of nana. her courage in things she do and in love. i need to be courageous. to fight for things i want and want to love. woaaaah... i feeel sooo swweeettttt.... i ve been smiling since 830 to now mans.

anyway, point being. it's time to let free. and let go. let wild and let loose. i wanna do things i like and things tt will make me happy. i wan to do things wadever they may be. so i will not live in regrets. live is not short but not long either. live to the fullest!!!! so do i sound like some advertisement? ahahha... but even so, i will not join talentime. i will not be laughing stock for many people out there! i noe u guys cannot wait to laugh rightttt.

the usual thing tt happen in my daily routine. knocking or bumping myself against non-living things... just hurt my third finger. ouuuccch. i m amazed how i do it. seriously i am. i cannot wait for friday!!! friday firday friday!!!!