when i read it one year ago, i cried. when i watched it now. it still hurts so much tt it makes me cry. the pain that he has to go through. imagine someone u love so dearly completely erases u out of his/her memory. i truly admired the way he dealt with it as well as his willpower and courage. it's not always weak to cry... sometimes, you need strength to cry when you want to. to be able to cry when u need, is a form of strength as well. i remembered learning this hard about one year or more ago.

it's not about looking back anymore. it's looking straigh and focusing when there are more important things to be done. this is where derermination sets in.