i just read eve's blog and frankly speaking, i envy her going-to-be busy busy life. i mean this is attachment. somewhere we're supposed to learn and not part time work. part time work i dun mind easy tasks.. but this is attachment. so i guess from my tone, roughly can guess how's first day of work yesterday. and... i'm doing telemarketing. =/

first day of work was tiring. cos had to look at computer for like 2 plus hours? and i dunno why but the computer screen look so big. it's taxing to the eyes. anyway... yesterday was just looking around and getting used to the place. i'm officially starting work on wed. why wed.. cos i'm off today!! we work shifts.. this week, i'm on morning shift and according to them, morning shifts got one weekday off... but sat have to work till 4. my weekday working hours are from 9:30 to 6:20. next week would be afternoon shift. 1 to 9... afternoon shifts would be no social life.. 6 weeks will pass quickly, i hope? with all the calling... i wun want to tok anymore after this 6 weeks... i'm growing to HATE talking to strangers.

at least i rewarded myself after a "hard" day of work. went to catch a movie with him. underworld. =) and den bought myself 2 comics. haha..... one comic everyday. i'm so going to be broke. or rather, i'm going broke sooon.

just read nana. felt quite sad. or should i sae felt quite emo. i really thought they would be happily together. really thought the guy was sweet and nice. but why did hearts change. it brings me back to a question. why do hearts change. it's very bei ai, very sad to noe that hearts would change. why is the heart of human so complex? changing without a valid reason. and maybe without any reason at all. why is that people break up just cos someone has a change of heart. what about the other party? questions, questions and more questions. without any answers.

i always believe that 2 persons can only break up without any strings leaving and can still be friends only when 2 persons mutually stop feeling for one another. or rather 2 persons stop loving each other. so even when someone changed of hearts.. or only one party stopped loving, that's not mutual and there's no such thing as friendship between them. and it's so sad, so heart wrenching on the abandoned party.

read a nice line though. a guy was asking another guy why did he not go around looking at other girls or why did he not hua xin. and that guy (who's att) answered, cos he's afraid to lose her (his gf).

okie. told u i was feeling emo. here's the proof.

i will rest well today.. for work tmr. i need a positive work attitude to feel good and do well in work. =)