woke up this morning dreading tomorrow. tmr is the dae, the dae of my organ exam. everything's stressing mi out. i can't fine mi grade 5 theory cert that i m supposed to bring tmr to take mi grade 6 exam. dun remember taking grade 5 theory exam at all. mum can't remember. onli mi teacher insisted that i did. haik... dun even noe after practising so hard, can take da exam or not. head pain. teacher coming over later, she so sweet, bought mi lunch. dun tink wed was mi last dae of work, i tink i hafta repot on sun. sun den is mi official last dae... y.... m soo sick and tired. finally had a little enjoyment yesterdae. met up with ys and cf and we went k box to sing to our heart's content. it was fun... grandma gave mi sum money when i went over her place yest to look for mi cert. baby asked mi to save the money.. dun anyhow spend. baby, i miss you alot. i dunno when's da last time we actually went out together. i noe we dun haf a chioce and i noe u are trying by coming down to suntec for a while here and dere when i m working. but this dun seem enough cos i realli miss u alot. sorry b for being so not understanding last night. i noe work is piling up for u and it's stressing u up. i shld be dere for u, not adding on to ur burden... sorry. i miss u lots... =(