wad's wrong? my eyes are dry now but can't be sure if they will be later when i sleep. ever since last night, things seem to be pretty messy and it's affecting me badly. i dunno wad to tink or wad to sae anymore. m sorrie for being so stupid and not tinking before i sae or do anything. i realli dun wan to add any more burden to u. i noe u already have alot to tink about. i just wan to be dere, just to do my part. even if i were to be onli in da shadows... it's fine but things just have to take a turn. can't blame anyone but miself. i stressed her out and it cause a stain between us. dunno how to fix it or whether it shld be fixed... dunno dunno.... aniwae, went out with baby todae. todae's kinda da last dae we meet before we head for thailand. todae's baby's last half dae before the trip to thailand.. mi poor darling is working full shift throughout.. feel quite bad goin out to enjoy without when she's working so hard and so stressed out. we went temple to pray... for baby... and den we went shopping... it was great.. baby bought more than mi when it's supposed to be me doin the shopping!! not fair.. after that.. went over to baby's place.. her mum bought dinner for us.. sooo scary!!! bought soo much stuff just for 3 person (including her dad).. had a fun time.. m missing her... took cab home.. AGAIN. i noe y i ve been so broke... cos of mi cab fares. i hope everything wld be fine. wld be fine.