since i've chosen this, i've got to learn that there's no tmr and there wun be any assurance or confirmation. everything is still so unstable in da future, so why talk about it or why get so bothered about it. when it comes. it comes. make full use of everydae that i have and live it to the fullest, with no regrets. i've got to take each day as it comes. this is good. it makes me learn new things everyday and how to improve myself in each and every little way. neway, spent the whole dae getting my stuff for the trip. she's using a deodourant that's so diff to get. i feel as if it's out of stock.. ahaha, didn't get it in the end, unless i wanna travel out of tampines. m almost done with my packing. dun tink i missed out anything. my bag is so fat now. dunno how to carry it out of the house tmr. m goin thaialnd in like 2 daes time? wun be spending too much time at thailand tho cos m arriving there ard late evening... and leaving there on tues morn. quite sad... but never mind... wld just enjoy each and everydae to the fullest! =) phucket... sun (hopefully), beach and sand... here i cum!