woke up at 11. haven't done anything at all. haven't eat a proper breakfast. haven't bathed. mi mind is in a blank. i dunno wad to think, wad to do, feel so unmotivated. i dunno if i've done the right thing to cling on to it. i realli dun wan to be hurt again but by clinging on, the chances of her hurting mi seemed pretty high. clinging on.. i dun even noe wad m i clinging on to. pple are concerned for mi. i noe. so dey tell mi to give up and get over it. it's not easy... if i can do so, i wun even cling on. i want to noe exactly wad's she tinking. mi mind is in a blank... can't focus on anything... i need to tok to sumone.. but hu...