i finally fell sick. =( actualli, i kinda felt it coming cos these few daes, not feeling very good. guess, it's just accumulation lor. i wld see it as a good cause. after i recover, everything's gonna start anew. i dun wan to be the weak little girl i was for the past few daes. m gonna keep mi life occupied.. i figured out tt wld be the best way for mi right now. need to divert mi attention away frm her. she ar.. sooo un gentle todae... i sick ar... also dunno how to show concern wan leh. kinda slacked at home the whole dae todae.. cldn't find the energy to do anything else except watching tv... tmr's gonna be a better dae!