"shld we put a stop to this... sorrie"
how am i not supposed to get hurt when she tell this dis... dis morning. i told her it's so unfair to mi. she said she dun wan us to get hurt even more in da future. cos da amt of hurt wld increase as da daes go by. it's realli unfair. i m hurt not cos her ans to mi is still a no but cos i tot we were getting on pretty fine and she sudenly just brought this issue up. i noe this issue has been dere all the while but y must she bring it up.. out of nowhere. had a long lengthy tok with her... we are fine now.. but i can't help tinking what wld happen if she brings it up again.. i really dun tink i can take it... i realli like her alot. supposed to go out with angel, cf and xw todae.. apparently.. i dun ve da mood. and the best part is angel and cf came mi hse todae. cos like first sae go cf's hse... den xw cannot make it.. den sae go xw's hse.. but damn far.. i dun feel like travelling... den in the end, decided to cum mi hse... i guessed we kinda made angel quite pissed. guess she's realli looking forward to todae wan leh... den like we dun ve any concrete plans or anything.. and summore venue change soo many times.. and mi hse very far away mah.. den da best part is when dey are over @ mi hse.. didn't ve the time to entertain dem. cos jie and deborah were online... den had to tok to dem.. miss both of dem alot.. it's been long since i tok to dem mah.. den jie kinda wanna dif out mi love life.. soo i told her a little... she kinda advised mi to give up lor. she sae it's not worth it or sumthing... told her i realli like mi dear lot... but she asked mi.. how much do i noe her to like her.. and sae i haven't seen enough pple and the world to noe wad's true liking or even true love... which is true.. but i noe i was damn hurt this morning... i realli dun wanna lose her.. glad things r fine now. told jie wld tink thru wad she said... but i guessed i wld still make da same chioce..