mi dearest cousin, debbie left for perth yesterdae evening. many pple went to send her off... including her diff grps of frens. it is the dae we are all preparing for long ago.. and now, she's over at perth. tot i wld shed buckets of tears but i didn't cry yesterdae. it just felt very sad inside.. knowing tt i can't turn to her conveniently if i need anyone. there wld be no one to guide mi along.. no one to nag a little at mi... i m gonna miss her soo much... she's right when she once said. things wld be diff when she comes back cos pple change and the surroundings change too. not shure we wld have this bond anymore. there wld be the effort being put in to keep in touch... but she is right... pple do drift apart whether we liked it anot... =\ aniwae.. todae's mi off dae! lalala... slacked like hell todae.. practised a little organ tho. feb gonna end soon. results are coming out soon and mi payday is goin to come soon too. a brand new start for mi to get out of mi laziness. a start for mi to stop depending on her so much cos i realli ve no idea when is she gonna leave mi. better start learning how to be a strong and independent girl... damn tired now.... better go rest.. tmr's a long dae at work.