mi dae didn't start off well and as usual, it's all thnx to tt woman i call mum. i just feel tt she dun understand mi at all. maybe this is partly mi fault cos i didn't give her da chance to. and y can't she be happy as long as i m happy... can she tink more for mi like the things or pple tt can actualli make mi happy and not things tt wld make her happy... and since she cannot try to tink in mi shoes, den can she just leave mi alone... sum things are not meant to be shared with her now... i will one dae but just now now.. cxan she respect this decision of mine? even if she can try to stop mi frm doin things, she cannot stop mi frm wanting these things.... grrr... she realli realli irritates mi... i cannot stand it anymore... either i vanish frm her life or she vanish frm mi life... haik... i start work @ 5 todae so i popped over to suntec to visit cf... cf was nice... cheered mi up with all her lameness... she ar.. can be quite irritating but todae, i realli appreciate it.. thnx... was feeling a little down when i went for work... a little moody but things are fine now. she's online now with mi... doin her work... aniwae.. m a little hungry.. ate quite little todae... a big contrast to the daes when i always eat till very bloated... i wan maggie but m too lazy to cook...