todae is sooo well spent. went out with primary school classmates, dun count amelia lah cos i m seeing her almost everydae recently. met up with sarah and joanne. haven't been seein them since i tink abt 3 or 4 yrs ago. aniwae, supposed to meet at 1:30 but ever dearest mighty amelia decided to be late in meetin mi den caused both of us to be late meeting up with dem. we were half an hr late lor! aniwae, spent quite a long time deciding where to eat cos i wan sumwhere cheap and can sit long. cheap cos mi no money liao. waitin for mi pay manz and we want to sit down and tok tok mah. in the end chose mos. met this person dere. at first deciding whether is tt person a guy or girl cause she shaved her hair but left a ponytail behind... den saw her name tag and immediately noe she's a girl. but she cool huh, shaved her whole head... ahaha.. got guts manz! aniwae, den we started tokin abt the past... haiyo.. all da secrets all cum out... all the conspiracy against each other.. i laughed sooo hard until mi throat hurts.. amelia choke on her corn soup... ahahhaa... soo we sat and tok tok tok until we realised we finished our food and many pple eyeing @ our place lor so we had to be nice, get up and find another place and in the end, we decided to go bk... and tt's when the foto taking starts... just snap and snap.... den sarah had to go cos is her gm's bdae... we walked her back to mrt station and on the way, just snapped and snapped.. u noe lah.. town got soo many nice xmas trees and da deco, we just got obsessed! and den after sarah left, the 3 of us went city link dere to dine @ simply thai. all of us paid like 7 bucks den share the food... gosh.. the tomyam soup is soo yummy!!! love it! den went to esplanade... gosh!! the nite scenery is killing.. is damn nice.. and we started snappin and snapping away... ahahhaha.. we like take pix everywhere until ard 10:30 and we realised we need to go home soon cos joanne stay in woodlands and i need to work earli tmr... soooo though we still wanna take many pix... we hafta leave.. but we promised WE"LL BE BACK! ahahhaa... den mama gave mi this ultra big winnie the pooh as xmas pressie.... i dun like winnie the pooh.. but i like da size.. it's realli huge!! fatter than mi those type.... gosh.. it's a lovely dae.. i m feeling a little high liao... =)

went over to charmaine's hse to play todae. didn't noe her hse actualli within walking dist of mi hse lor. next time ar, if i wanna run away frm home, i wld go to her hse manz. aniwae, went to her hse to swim but the water was super cold and actualli, i dunno how to swim very well.. onli noe basic stuff sooo all i did was float ard in the water.. den we ordered pizza and kfc to feast by the pool.. the feeling was quite shiok. charmaine's hse in nice.. her room is small and comfy too. =) fell in love with her bed. lie down dere half the time. took many pix with the digi cam.. i tink i m in love with her camera... or m i in love with miself? ahahha, can't stop takin lor... realised mi eye bags are gettin serious.... sooobz... mama dun wanna help mi solve mi eye bad prob... i look terrible can! aniwae, watched vcd and i almost slept on the sofa while watching.. dunno wad happened but i m super super tired these daes, despite the fact tt i m on leave yest and todae. i tink i rest enuff liao wad.. after leavin char's hse.. ys and i went shoppin ard for xmas gifts.. gosh.. i m super broke and i still got many gifts haven't get yet lor.... still owe many pple money.. and i still haven't get ready the exchange gift for mi xmas party... die die.. and when i came back.. argued a little with mama... damn pissed with her lah.. her attitude and everyting.. gross.... dun wanna tok to her for quite sum time manz... haik

todae's such a long and busy dae. the crowd seemed never ending can... the place is always @ least half full all the time... frm the time the first cutomer till da last... fmr the time i worked which is 12 till 10 @ nite. super busy! dun even haf time to go toilet or drink water. damned.. muscles aching liao. wahlao and if tt's not the worst, i haf several disgusting cutomers, soo picky and difficult to handle.. almost drove mi to tears. sooo irritating and small children are supposed to be cute rite.. well, i met this damn fucking shit boy todae. i dun even want to metion wad he said to mi... soo wad if he's still a child? can consider other pple's feelongs first? but all hard work wld definitely pay off.. our sales todae hit the highest record in 2 mths.. ahahha.. quite proud of miself.. =) aniwae... mi darling junior, i noe u in kl now.. realli miss ya!! got lotsa things i wanna complain... aniwae.. dun worry abt our date next week.. i might even take fri off just for u.. kk!!

woah.. haven't been bloggin since i started working. todae is mi 6th dae at work. hmmm, soo far so good. just that became super busy and tired everydae. no time to go out shop shop and no time for gathering. dun even noe whether this yr xmas celebration still on anot. yansing is at camp now. after the camp, she can cum work at the same place as mi liaoz... ahaha, cannot wait... at least got farmiliar face around, not sae the pple at mi work place not good, they are all super friendly... just tt, with ys ard.. things wld be diff mah. aniwae, met this very ultra fussy customer todae.. i almost wan to cry liao lor.. first, she inisist i wipe da chair till clean clean for her cos she claims tt her skirt is WHITE sooo it cannot get dirty den when i serve her, smile and smile, all she cld do was give mi a fierce face.. gosh.. how can anyone be sooo rude.. i got soo irritated with her tt i lost mi smile to other customers... grrr.. den during mi free time, went to this auntie i got to noe while distributing flyers.... complained abit to her... den almost cry out dere cos she's super nice to mi.. very heart-warming type of nice... she gave mi sweets summore... aniwae, after eating sum chocolate tt this girl at work bought for mi... i feel better.. at least can smile.. ahaha.. tmr is another longg dae.

yanws... such a tiring dae.. woke up earli this morn soo i could go get cake. angel is sick todae and she cannot join us in the celebration. den went town to meet dem. den we ate kfc family feast.. ahaha, soo heart warming rite... it's the bdae girl's treat. and den... cut cake. oh, we brought cf to far east to shop for clothes todae.. she ar.. forever wear op shirt and berms wan.. soo we bought her clothes todae, to add to the first items of her new wardrobe. i make shure she change her fashion sense before she enters the poly.. one fine dae, i m goin to go do BIG shoppin.. ya, and tt's provided i got money... aniwae, after i came home.. ma sae got sum relative's wedding dinner and i hafta go.. woah... soooo we went... the food there is ok.. @ least got shark fin soup and den i tink the bride very cutee... i wanna get married.. preferably to the rich guy... aniwae.. drank 2 cups of red wine todae and mi cheeks turn sooo red until mi relatives laugh @ mi.. mi pa drank like err.. 4 cups.. den both of us look soo red.. mi pa's eyes turn red too... scary... ahahha... we look like sum alcoholic freaks... but i m quite gettin used to the sensation of ears burning... throat burning... ahahha.. tmr goin for another interview.. wish mi luck!

oh gosh! mi hands are gonna break! just finished cf's bdae pressie.... do until sooo late... mi hands gonna break.. back oso gonna break... feelin soooo uncomfy now but nvm... it's all for cf... aniwae... HAPPY BDAE CHINFANG!!! goin town later to celebrate her bdae.. plannin to give her little surprises.... sorrie cf if everything seems a little rushed.. cos as u noe prom just ended... den ur bdae like soo fast after prom.. caught all of us unprepared.. and sooo ya.. but i wld make this bdae of urs most unforgettable... aniwae.. it wld definitely be better than last yr.. i owe u frm last yr till now.. soo ya.. hope cf wld enjoy herself todae... went town with amelia just now... exchange prom pix to see.. ahaha... den sat at mos.. tok quite long.. den we started playin ard with her digi cam... took many many lame pix... and we went to many absurb places to take too... woah.. tired... gotta go sleep.. must wake up later in the morn to get cf's cake.. =)

i am finally home. yest has been a long but fun day. the day i've been anticipatin for ages is over. yesterday afternoon, went to do mi hair at this salon. that place is very very nice. the workers dere are friendly and the lady boss is super nice to mi. she noe i goin for prom so she helped mi with mi eyebrown, face... blah blah.. without charging. ahaha, very motherly feeling. aniwae, checked into mandrin in the afternoon, rested a while dere and after xw, cf and xy came, things got into a little rush. everyone was running ard the rm, busy with hair, makeup.. etc... sooo proud of miself, helped xinying and cf with their makeup. tt cf ar.. wear dress liao still jumpin ard like monkey. took many many pix yest until mi smile looks fake towards the end manz. prom was fun. our table won a bracelet each but the food like not very fantastic... ahahha, aniwae.. cf did an ultra gross thing, dun even want to mention here. cf, u owe mi one manz. after everything ended, walked back to the hotel. i finished mi first film den went to load another one and cannot stop snapping... =) can't wake to see those pix.. in the end, angel stayed in the hotel with us. angel super super nice.. helped mi undo mi hair and even wash mi hair for mi... she very pro leh.. i tink she shld go pick up hairwashing... ahahhaa, aniwae, thnx angel... love u lots lots!!! hmmm, spend the nite taking pix.. walking to and fro to the other rm where angela, qi and others were... tok a bit... den ys bought alcoholic drinks... drink.. drink... ahahha... aniwae... the bed very cosy... all 5 of us squeezed on the bed and tok ourselves to slp.. and by tt time, i tink it's 5... ahaha... dis morn was awakened by angel's continuous sneeze.. and da room next door super noisy. went for more job interviews todae... i tink dere's sum hope but might be workin in town.... something which i dread... definitely wld see pple i noe.. paiseh... now, i m super duper tired.. haven't even bathe yet.. heez. =)

though exams ended last week, i now den free to come and blog. ever since last fridae, the no. of hrs i spend outdoors is twice the no. of hrs i spend at hm and everytime i come home, i wld be sooo tired to even come online. have been busy getting ready for prom nite, buying dress, shoes. i walked sooo much till mi feet hurts like hell. i was telling mi mother i m gonna soak mi legs in bird nest to nourish them. finally, i bought almost all mi stuff oreadi.. quite satisified.. and must thank jie.. she walked as much with mi and thnx to her taste and fro accompanying mi... tmr she flying off to japan liao, goin to the airport to send her off. aniwae, todae went for two walk-in-interviews.... hmmm.. dey all sae wld call mi again.. i noe there's one @ paragon.. not sure if i wanna go there cos it's in town. shall ask cf go along with mi tmr if i decide to go... cf is planning to work at a hotel.. dunno if i shld join her... i m sooo bloody broke now!!! y can't anyone just hire mi straight away.. and give mi what i wanna see most-- money!!!

yay! i m now half free! the onli remaining papers i have are geog mcq and sci mcq but i m not planning to study todae. i m shure no one plan to study todae. everyone wld just enjoy! lucki those 4/1 pple... todae their last paper. it's amelia's last paper too... hopefully later she dun call and suan mi. i wld just SLAM down the fone!! ahaha, todae's amaths was okie.... chem was okie too... hopefully, mi sci mcq paper wld be okie...den i can confirm get mi tt A1 STAR... bleah~ took cab home todae.. yesterdae i took cab too... i m getting hooked onto cabs.. though i noe it's a waste of money.. but i m really lazy... went ps todae to look at makeup.. roughly noe wad i buying liao and i very sad... cannot buy mi boots!!! i need to save a longer longer time before i can get mi boots... haik... and todae's mi anniversary again... 27th anniversary liao... pple, dun be jealous, k... there are 100 and 100 more months to cum... me and xw both bought each other chocolate cake todae.. sooo qiao... hmmm, made many many plans wad to do on thurs and fri... lalala.. i CANNOT WAIT!!!!

i guess i shld be feeling lucki cos todae is my onli paper of the week. amaths was quite ok, apart frm the relative velocity question which i totally skipped, without lookin at it, ahaha. hopefully paper 2 wld be ok too.. den at least i can get B3 ritez? aniwae, received a call frm this wierd and freaky guy yest.. he called, spoke in chinese and sae i noe u dun have a boyfriend.. i got sooo freaked out, i hung up the call and switched off mi fone for the whole nite... never ever wld i ans any call frm any strange no anymore!! grrr.... after amaths paper.. went to the polyclinic with mi dotter and cf.... spent quite long there.. i got very fascinated with the vending machine.. soo i bought nuts... crackers... and a packet drink.. ahaha.... decided to let miself relax the whole of todae... cos last week was really a bad bad week for mi... make mi feel sooo drained out that i tink i screwed up all mi papers.... esp english!!! sufficient rest is absolutely necessary! daddy is back frm thailand.. he went there to pray.. hopefully, luck is on our family's side frm now onwards... hee. kk... shall mug tmr!!! pia all the way and good luck to all those taking physics tmr.. i wld pray for u guys!! promise!! ahahha =)

okies... sooo long never blog liao. o levels start oreadi and yesterday's physics was like shit... to think i studied soo hard can... but never mind lah.. according to mi dotter, still got chemistry... like mi chemistry sooo powerful... aniwae.. todae's english compo sux big time! i literally cannot think of wad to write. i wanted to start scribbling like this character in the show and kena drag out of the hall. this way, mi mother wld most prob ask mi to quit sch and everything wld be fine! and i can slack mi whole life away. compre wasn't as bad as i tot. but that doesn't mean i will do well. okies.. now is the highlight of the day. i dropped mi wallet on the bus just as i was coming back to sch for mi ss paper... pls lor.. tell mi who in the right mind wld have the mood to take ss paper when u noe that ur whole bank is in potential danger. sppp sad... but i cannot cry before ss paper... aniwae.. ss oso wasn't as bad as i tot. all topics i studied came out.... haik... it was raining heavily after the paper.. and mi mood fis exactly to it. i called mi mother and she gave mi hope that mi wallet was at the interchange. it was still raining heavily and gf and i shared an umbrella. she claimed that i m shorter than her cos the umbrealla keep hitting her head.. ahaha... mi mood was still quite ok until i found out that nobody return any wallet... i m sooo depressed.. i went up all 3 buses to check and still dun haf!!! i cannot stand it liao soo wjen i call mi mother.. i cried... but mi frens were soo nice.. they stayed with mi throughout this whole period though tmr got lit paper... and when i wanted to take cab home, all offered money and angel who got no money to offer... offer mi her jay chou's pix but must return... she sae if driver want to rape mi... tell them jay chou mi boyfriend and ask if he want signature.. she oso offer mi her lucky charm which was the glow in the dark moon... and gf offer mi her lucky charm.. i feel soo lucky.. cf wanted to give mi her umbrella.. she sae can poke the driver if he try anything funny... and steph offered mi ten bucks... i feel sooo loved!! and i cheered up immediately.... ahahha... when i came home... wanted to find someone to ehine too.. and i immediately tot of amelia.. sooo she have been listening to mi whining for sooo long..... ahahha.. i feel much better now... julius caesar.. here i cum... =)

been so busy these daes that i hardly come online. todae went back to school for lessons, like so rare lor. dunno when's the last time i actually appear for lessons. i came cos of geog. heard that mrs tan is not really happy and is rather disappointed that like onli so few girls turn up for geog. decided to be a nice girl.. she's pregnant leh. haik.. i m really tired already. tired of studying da same things over and over again and dey just wun stay in mi memory. aniwae, must sae sorry to mi ever dearest darling... left her comic book in school and it has to be her precious treasured one. i feel very bad now... wad if sumone took the book? what if tmr when i get dere, the book is not dere? i noe i have to pay her back... but i wld feel sooo bad. and i m not exactly rich to begin with... =(

HAPPY 26TH MONTHSARY!!!!
woke up early this morning to cook pasta and fried rice for cf,xw and angel... and i even prepared a box of sweets for xw.. ahaha, sooo sweet of mi ritez.. i can be nice if i want to.. =) went ajc open house todae. saw many familiar faces and i m quite mesmerised by ajc's chinese orchestra.. very cool.. i tink one of the girls hu played the drum is realli cute... ahaha, the pple dere are nice. saw pple playing bball at the basketball court. cf wanted to join dem.. she was realli tempted... but cos it's all guys dere and none of us wanted to accompany her so she gave up that thought. dey said mi food was nice!! yay!! =) den went library to study with angel. managed to finish a geog paper on physical section. came home, totally exhausted but gonna start studying real soon.

to xiuwen, my everdearest:
love you always and even if u have a boyfriend next time.. must tell ur bf of mi existence,k! =)

woah, so long never blog liao. todae's mi practical o level examination. i tink i too stressed up, studied too much or dunno what happened to mi, nothing was successful in the lab. i screwed up mi practical and u are supposed to score in practical wan lor. after that, i worried alot. i keep thinking everything's gone for mi. there goes mi a1 or according to mrs tang, a1 star and like i m gonna create history down ij. the girl hu dropped to combined sci and she's not capable of scoring A. till now, i m still quite upset about the whole thing but phoebe's right. if i tink i m gonna lose the battle, i realli am. what matters is the hard work i put in now, right? i have to work even harder to make up for mi pract. i still have chance, right? it's not over. thnx phoebe. went to try sum prom night dresses todae.. liked this black one tt i tried... cos it doesn't make mi look flat.. whooopeee!! ahahha

alot of pple pon sch todae. feel like poning tmr but it's like the official last dae for the sec 4s. this week past quite slowly for mi. feeling very lazy. i dun feel the urgency of o' levels yet lor.. hmmm, not a gd sign. went seoul garden todae with cf, ys xy and amelia. enjoyed miself tremendously. ate alot. and cf ar, tot she wld eat alot, in the end, she end up eating alot of beef and soon, she was bloated. ys cracked many many lame jokes and xy sooo sweet, peel prawns for mi. i was tellin dem, next time i must marry sumone hu's willing to peel prawns for mi. dey tink it's very easy to find. ahaha, hope so lah. reached home only at 7. realised tt i didn't bring keys out so hafta go eastpoint and take keys frm mama. sooo tiring todae. gotta go mug

i start on my revision liao, like finally lor! ahaha, sch was tiring todae and usually, i wld slp for ss and lit but todae, i did not! it's the best record tt i can ever have. soo proud of miself. mrs tan got tt felicity ho or wong... (not shure wad's her name) to help us out in our revision for geog. mrs tan really trying to help us, i can see. sooo i guess i wld work really hard for geog.. at least get a B3... hard to get A after i neglected geog for 3 yrs.. always failing it and cldn't care less abt it. oh! watched romeo and juliet yest. second time watching.. i cried.. sooo sad can! and i like their language. the way they tok. i like shakespeare! errr, but julius caesar... i still trying to like it lah... trying trying... aahhaha

mass went very well todae!!! ahaha, no more practises after sch animore. can cum home earlier to study, ha, and tt's if i study at all. die lah, everyone start studying already except me. dunno where to start frm oso. got back all mi results and mi L1R5 is 19?? can go where lor... after minus mi higher chinese, two pts.. den i wld get 17.. the only jc i can go in for first three mths according to them is cj and i dun realli wan to go there. very confused now. dunno whether want to go poly or jc... dunno whether first three mths shld go for experience anot... arggg!!!

todae is a busy dae. time pass very fast, which is good. at least, i won't have to think about you all the time. it hurts.

You're Most Like The Season Autumn ...

You're warm, and the most approachable. You have
that gentle prescence about you. People can
relate to you, and find you easy company.
However it's likely you've been hurt in the
past and it has left you scarred so things can
become rather chilly with you at times. Being
the third Season in, you're mature, trustworthy
and loyal to your friends but prone to
depression and negative thinking.

Well done... You're the shy and sensitive season :)


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was a realli rotten dae todae. durin mass practise, i sang half-heartedly cos realli not in the mood. i m sorrie for wad i've said to u, i noe i shldn't have. sorrie. den took back geog paper. tryin realli hard to hold back tears and mrs tan, of all people, had to choose me to tok to and when i couldn't control my tears, they just flow. i feel so bad towards mrs tan. i noe she tried to help mi. and how many times have i told miself not to disappoint her? and thnx pple for being soo consoling and comforting. thanx for being there. went swimming to get back the chirpy mood. didn't want to dampen their mood. swam for like one hr plus. xiuwen and angel didn't bring swimming costume, so they just soaked their legs in the pool. sandra's hse is sooo coool!!! more like a resort can! aniwae, after that, went tm to eat carrot cake with sandra. didn't realli felt like being alone todae. it's scary how loneliness can be.

sch was quite boring. mrs low came in twice todae, for eng and lit and i slept both times. when she went through lit, the question i did, i got a strong feeling i didn't do well at all cos i missed out many mant pts and when she went through eng, it's depressing. mi marks are depressing enough aniwae. lao shi cheated our feelings. she said she wld not give back papers until mon but she returned our papers todae. i got a 4. it's been a long time since i got a 4. i m very happy todae. practically came home with a smile plastered on mi face like an idiot. tmr is gonna be THE day, emaths, amaths, lit... all returning back to us...

soooo tiring!!! just came home. this is the price i have to pay for cuming back home to stay instead of staying at gm's place. sat with a wierd woman on the bus just now. kept staring at me and it's tt kind of fierce stare, so scary. i m sooo tired!! todae's mi 'pay' dae, soo happy. when a woman is rich, there's this radiance cuming out frm her automatically. ahaha. had a grooming course todae. tot it wld be boring initially but i ended up enjoying it alot, at least i didn't slp. maybe i shld be a beautician next time, den i can noe all the skincare stuff. i must maintain my skin till i die manz... den after sch got amaths paper to do. i didn't noe how to do sooo many lor and it's soo sian can. i tink hamsters are starting to rule the world. i can't stop hearing and seeing them these daes. cf and xw will tok and tok abt their hamsters. and like i see hamsters more and more often in sch. those small creatures are sooo scary...

dis is mi first time that i got tempted to go to a jc after a tok. vj that HOD very good at toking. she make vj sound sooo good and fun that i got tempted. besides the fact that the cut off point is 9, and that i can never ever get that, i realli dun mind goin vj. ahaha, shall go to the opening house first den see how. todae, got reflection. sooo boring. i dun like it when dey dwell on family issues. the frenship part was ok but overall it was boring. that eugene guy quite funny lah... but he abit sissified... =) saw maryanne todae, i m sure it's definitely that maryanne... aniwae, happy birthday, amelia! that girl damn lucki, her frens got her a pair of converse shoes... hahahah, rich frens she got. =)

i'm supposed to be sad todae, i mean with my result but somehow, i dun feel a thing. not sae i m happy or i dun care but i feel devoid of any feelings. not sad, not happy, nothing at all. didn't get back as many papers as i tot i wld get back so todae is not yet dooms dae. maybe it's tmr, maybe's it's wed. mi mind is in a blank. cannot think. didn't had mass practise todae, sumthing cropped up which i dunno wad. i can't believed that wed, we are goin to have amaths paper. i mean we just finished our exams, y must we do another paper. does it help? and ya, xinying and angel having serious flu... take care guys! now not the time to fall ill.

In the years to come
Will you think about these moments that we shared
In the years to come
Are you gonna think it over
And how we lived each day with no regrets
Nothing lasts forever though we want it to
The road ahead holds different dreams for me and you

Sometimes goodbye though it hurts in your heart is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye though it hurts is the only way now for you and me
Though it's the hardest thing to say
I'll miss you love in every way
So say goodbye
But don't you cry
Cause true love never dies

And when you need my arms to run into
I'll come for you
Nothing will ever change the way i feel

i'm soooo bored todae! eat, slp, watch tv. i even helped to pack the house and of cos packed mi room too. i did everything that cld possibly be done when alone at home. i even tot of playing boardgame alone, soo pathetic. this is one of the time when i wished i have a sibiling.. den maybe wun be sooo bored at home. dreading tomorrow. i wished it wld never cum but one has to face reality no matter what. if i m not wrong, checking eng paper first thing in the morn. if realli checking it first, i wld just die cos fail already, i wun even have the mood to check other papers. soo scared i wld fail english... tmr got mass practise again. what a boring dae i had todae, shld have just went out mi own and shop!!!

had mass practice this morning, need to wake up sooo damn early can. i mean i tot after exams, i can sleep mi life away. ahaha, aniwae, mass practise abit waste time until the end. didn't noe i had to do harmony for the singing... lalala, den went to watch 28 daes later. the scenes are soo gross can.. especially the dig eye part... yuck!!! i wonder how did they film that shot... aniwae, it's NC-16. finally did sumthing while being a 16 yr old teenager legally. waitin for R(a) movie... all of us make a pact liao, once we turn 21.. or izzit 18, den we wld go watch... but cannot bring chinfang along.. she wld get high and later grabbed this man and do on the spot~ LOL! went town after that, walked until legs wanna break and eyes gonna pop and heart soo pain... saw soo many things cannot buy cos i m sooo broke!!!! sooo pathetic... y sum pple soo rich ar... lookin forward to 1 oct

freedom! i finally have a taste of it... it's supposed to be good and relaxed but i don't seem to feel this way.. at all.. amaths paper suck big time todae, i never ever showed mi temper da way i did in sch todae. sorry to those i hurt. aniwae, wanted to go town but realised tt went dere many times this week liao soo decided to change venue... i did enjoy miself lah... but can't help feelin depressed...

chinese is a gone case manz. i just hope i wun fail... praying damn hard tt i wun fail. aniwae, even if i did, i most prob deserve it cos i didn't study very hard for it so it's just mi punishment. tmr last dae of exams, i already start slackin liao lor. tmr got amaths n sci mcq paper. haik, after hearing that thing, i really got no mood to study animore or i m just pure lazy. i very scared and sad now... i tot i tried... sum things are just so unpredictable.

lalala, finally blogged after a longgg time. finally got over mi depression abt my fone, hinted to mi parents that i want a fone but i wld just have to wait and see what dey will do. went town yesterday but it was not a fruitful trip, not at all. town is sooo quiet in the morn, felt sooo unreal. physics paper quite ok yest. it's todae's chem!! i m doomed!! chem sure sure pull mi total results down wan.. quite sad. den went to play bball to destress.. it always work.. felt much better den after tt, went town again ahahha... dis time better, bought a top to reward miself for hard work.. actually wanted to buy bra wan but the one tt i like dun have mi size!!! what the hell rite.. all they have is L or XL, can't they have anything smaller like a M??? already counting down to fridae when i can hevoc! ahaha, but must wait until mi allowance for october... quite broke now.. i m buying comics after comics... become soo addicted to dem liaoz... =)

sobz. mi fone got confiscated... it is officially taken away frm mi liaoz. initially, lao shi sae surrender your fone den after ur pract exam, we wld return it to u.. den pple hu brought obviously guai guai surrender den jen chu came and look at the fones den sae, sorry, we cannot return. these fones wld be turned in to jo teo directly, and she started nagging abt asking us not to bring fones.. blah blah blah... den lao shi tried to speak up for us, den in the end, she told us, sorrie, she didn't noe. if i noe wun return, i wun surrender can! i feel sooo deprived now. though i got back mi sim card, i dun have a fone... haik, and mi parents like blaming mi, i noe it's mi fault to brin fone to sch but can't dey show more pity towards mi?? kk, i shld be glad i get to get back mi sim card and stop complaining.... pract went well todae, at least i could identify things and no accidents happened... damn scared for amaths tmr... =/

mi and cf on sum tomyam craze todae, ate tomyam for both lunch and dinner. mi throat abit burning now and i m damn broke! went for sum amaths tuition with her. didn't really make full use of my time dere... kk, in short, i wasted my time todae.. tmr got pract and soo suay, i m in shift four!! the worst timing.. must assemble at 12:45 and wld onli finish at 3:15.. sooo waste time can! i better start doin sum amaths, i really very scared i wld fail amaths... everything seems sooo difficult to mi... m aching all over, maybe is because of yest bball game and the many many situps i did... ahaha.. better go start practising my amaths... i dun wanna score single digit....

lit sux!!! i dun tink i will do well for mi julius caesar part... and as usual, got no time to finish mi eassy too!!! grrr... ahaha.. played bball todae after lit again.. 3 on 3, and xinying joined us todae.. soo happi!! we played until quite vigourous and rough.. did alot of running and after like half an hr, i feel soooo hot like my body on fire! really like on fire.. and i glupped down one whole cup of ribena!!! ahahha.. didn't do LAY UP todae.... i still tink i look like clown sooo i tried throwing a 3- pointer... and i did it!!! i m soo proud of miself.. i m improving.. lalala

ahaha, it's lay up!!! not layout... i m super paiseh now~ eh winnie.. dun tell cf, k!! i wld be the laughing stock manz! aniwae.. studied lit todae. y must antony and brutus have such long and lengthy speech... if they didn't, i dun have to memorise quotes until like siao.. mi whole head hurt like hell now. if there's a quote i dun have to tink and can remember straight away, it's " Et tu, Brute? Then fall Ceasar!" ahaha, sumthing like that, i tink that is sooo funny. dere are many many other funny quotes.. dun understand how pple in the past think wan... two men can tok like gay, if they tok like dey do in the past now, pple shure tink dey are gay and not best fren... kk, got to go back and memorise more stuff... =)

emaths was ok todae but i made quite a few careless mistakes... quite upset about it lor. lose marks tt i shldn't lose.. summore it's onli paper one. got lit on wed, haven't started studying, dunno where to star aniwae.. tink i wld burn midnite oil cos tmr no sch... have been slacking since i came home. played bball todae.. ahahha.. asked cf to teach mi layout.. i tink i look like clown lor.. soo paiseh.. like dancing with the ball.. =)

ok. imagine this scenerio: this gurl was left alone at home cos her father went to malaysia and her mum was at work. she decided to cook something to eat because she only ate carrot cake for the whole dae. she remebered her grandma sae fried rice is easy to cook.. fast and easy summore, soo she went to cook sum rice... and it turn out, her rice was soggy-looking.. but she decided not to waste it. furthermore, she had already chopped up sum sausages and crabstick. she prepared egg too. she also remembered her grandma sae can throw everything inside the pan and just fry so she did the same!!!! she tot her rice looked too white sooo she added sum dark soya sauce and it turned out ULTRA black... and her rice was in lumps.. soggy lumps!!! it looked realli mashed up too!! she had to force the lumps down her throat as she dun wanna waste food... but obviously, she threw away alot!

ya, how pathetic rite!! y is that person mi!!! mi first fried rice can!!! i swear i wld never touch rice food for a MTH!!!!

studied chem whole afternoon... dunno whether i eat more or studied more. haik.. i m gettin kinda sick and tired of studying... how can i bear with it until november?? it's impossible manz... feel that dis whole week i have been eatin non stop, i tink i wld ask cf go play bball with mi.. i need sum serious workout or esle mi muscles will turn into fats. tmr tutor cuming.. soooo sianzz. gotta do sum maths papers before she cums. got a msg frm nic todae. quite surprised. it's been sooo long since we last contacted each other... ahaha.. she's still as silly as ever... =)

studied chem whole dae, sooo tiring. realised i mixed up alot of basics and hafta go through dem again...i m getting very sick of facing books liao. dun tink i can tolerate until november... i wld just die half way through manz. i eat alot this week leh... better ask cf cum out n play bball with mi before all mi muscles turn into fats! haik... gotta go back to mi bks... =(

ahaha.. no big, bright round moon tonite... i heard the moon can onli be seen after 1 am... quite a cold nite. went to this restaurant to celebrate gm's bdae... ahaha.. saw dexter.. he's gettin cuter and cuter liao.. he can speak very well leh.. i tink he's onli 2 plus.. not even three. he attends speech and drama class one.. guess next time i shld send mi child to attend speech and drama class.. ahaha.. went on a hugeee shopping spree at NTUC... mi pa, ma and i just went into ntuc and all three of us seperated to do our own shopping and den we met and put all our stuff at the counter... ahahah.. sooo fun.. i m surprised the bill didn't hit 100 bucks. mi ma sae we wld do this kinda shoppin once a mth.. =) gm's bdae cab is durian wan.. the response was quite bad.. ohhh.. i carried dexter!!! he can kiss very well... hee hee... he kiss pple on the cheek got loud sound wan... kawaii! aniwae.. happy bdae grandma!!

sandra: happy mooncake festival, gugu. hope u can remain as beautiful as chang er

sooo sweet of her ritez.. wad a nice nephew i have... or izzit niece??? hee hee

ma's on leave again. every time she's at home, i just can't seem to concentrate in my studies... i told her tt and she said that i m just giving miself excuses... haiya.. wadever she sae lah... didn't study alot this week... feelin damn guilty now... tink i hafta stay up late tonite to do sum serious studying... just packed mi cupboard.. got rid of alot of old clothes.. hint to mi ma that old clothes dun go, new ones wun cum.. ahaha.. tonite is grandma's bdae... doin to celebrate... oh.. tonight's moon wld be ultra round and bright cos it's mooncake festival.. i wan to hold lantern lor but no one wants to buy for mi!! grrr..

was in a very grumpy mood this morning. first, had to wake up ultra earli to go buy present... cos todae's yansing's bdae den we haven't got present yet... den is like after i meet chinfang.. totally had no clue wad to buy... and we were in sum kind of financial difficulties too. both of us quite broke at this time of the mth.. ya.. i noe it's onli the 10th.. but i m alreadi quite broke... den we had to pay of 5 person share... grrr.. mi legs were tired of walking and i didn't want to waste time sooo i ran round like mad to look for pressies. luckily i was with cf.. who can tolerate mi temper and anger.. i was grumbling non stop, soo irritating... ahahha.. but in the end.. cf's lameness crack mi up. she can be soo lame... i cannot stay angry for long with her ard... bought yansing two apples.. ahahha.. dey symbolises youth and health, k! oh.. bought her a top too and a card... we wanted to deliver the present to her hse but she's not at home... called her and she said she was in orchard and sooo we took train down to orchard to deliver the pressie to her... she was touched... =) though i m broke.. bought 12 jang nara's pix cards... kk. i m mad but i can't help it... ahahha.. she's cuteee!!

HAPPY BDAE YANSING, MY EVER SO CHERISED FRIEND!

mi ma bought this tub of ice cream yesterday night.. it's the walls selections-- nuts abt coffee and by todae.. it's oreadi half gone... thnx to the princess of this house!! oh no... i m goin to grow fat!! i realli cannot stop eating.. every mouth that i eat.. i feel guilty but i can't stop eating more... urgggg... how!!?? that ice cream is realli irresistable.. lucki it's not chocolate.. or else by todae.. the whole tub is gone! touched on physics todae.. quite lazy... study half way.. den walk to the kitchen to look for food.. one bad thing abt stayin @ home to study.. i eat more.... haven't buy yansing her actual present.. die! tmr is her bdae.. tmr den i go find the present and deliver to her hse... but i still can't tink of anything meaningful to get her.. soo she can remember us forever... remember mi!!! ahahhaa

went to celebrate yansing's bdae todae. she gave us a treat and mi, obviously sooo sweet, went round and find a bdae cake for her before i go meet dem... the weather was very hot and i ran ard lookin for her cake... but luckily.. she's very very touched and she said the cake was nice.. ahaha... very rare yansing wld tink the things i choose are nice.. yay!!! ahahha.. den after the lunch.. cf begged mi to go town with her cos she meeting phoebe to pass sumthing to her and obviously, i m such a nice soul so i decided to pei her... found lotsa nice stuff there.. bought jang nara's picture card!! she's soooo cute~~ can't wait tonite's bright girl's success.... she's sooo funny and cute inside that show!! lalala~ todae totally paiseh miself... i was in the q to buy things den i tot the wallet @ the counter was mine and i took it.. den suddenly, dis man put his hands on top of mine.. i got a huge shock.. and realised the wallet that i attempted to take is that man's wallet.. sooo paiseh... i apologised non stop and ran out the shop after paying.. cf cannot stop laughin todae.. she tinks i m super funny... ahahha....

jang nara is sooooo cute!!! i noe she's not very pretty but she's damn cute... just watched finish my love patzzi, very very very nice wor... i m goin to support her frm now onwards.. another of her show--bright girl's success cumin up on channel 8... everyone must watch kk... not onli can she act.. she can sing too.. lalala... she's sooo cute and her smile can kill.. full of sunshine.. oh.. just realised that every korean love sure got one bad woman!!! tat big bad woman ar... realli can make u feel like punchin or even killin her... such a bitch... kk... finally watched finish the show, can go back to studying... yest watched vcd whole afternoon soo end up hafta study @ nite unil 6 am... den dis morn almost wanted to kill mi mother... how can anyone be as irritting???? aniwae... jang nara can cheer mi up... sooo ya, tink i will catch sum slp now... damn tired!

i m so not goin to do well for geog can. how can anyone be so dumb like mi to mix up wave-cut platform and beach... i mean tt's like 6 marks gone liao?? and to tink i studied more of physical geog. i tink the physical geog questions are so hard. dere's not one questions i can answer totally so i hafta do 3 human geog to compensate. i m not confident of doin well at all... arhhh!!! dis sux.. i didn't do well for lit. didn't do well for geog... and i most prob wun do well for lit.. i mean.. i never did well for lit... haik... went to eat long johns silver just now den after that. got this huge craving for tomyam soup so i asked chinfang go eat with mi.. ahaha.. made a pact with her that we wld go ard singapore trying tomyam soup... came home @ ard 4 plus... read abit of comics and slept till 6 plus... luckily, dere's one week of hols before the other papers cum.. i must study hard!!!

chinfang got her new hamster todae. i didn't even go near it and when phoebe pong brought it close to mi, i threaten to jump down the building... ahaha, but obviously mi frens can't wait for mi to jump off the building. when we were at tp central, chinfang ask mi help her hold the container for a while. i dun dare to put mi fingers at the holes where that hamster breathe and i did a very nautti thing. i shook the container and the hamsterflew ard in the container.. okok.. sae i m mean, cruel, brutal... mi frens caught mi red-handed and gave mi a lecturing. i denied but obviously, dey saw liaoz... aniwae, met this guy at the interchange and he conned us to hearing his speech.. he said he wld make it short and sweet and he ACT CUTE!!!! what the help.. he ask us buy sum stupid 3d pencil holder and after he finished, he was like, u all can all share one... thank you and he act sweet.. pls.. i m sweeter than him. i tried to tell him we dun wan.. he chose to ignore mi... grrr... =( waste mi money can...

ss didn't went well todae. i tink i screwed it up liao. at first, i was hopin i wld do well but now i m hopin for a pass. at least let mi get better grades than mid yr den i wld noe at least mi efforts have paid off. dere's no way i can sae still can depend on lit cos i noe i can't. our whole klass all cannot depend on lit. looks like everyone is praying hard that dey will do well for geog but for mi, geog is like beyond mi limits wan but i will do mi best. i promised mrs tan i wld soo i better. tomorrow is english. english not so bad. i always feel that eng is supposed to be in you and if u dun haf it, means u dun haf it wan. ahaha, but i wld still go read thru the many many formats. den i wld touch on geog todae. just woke up frm mi nap. stupid ma of mine call and call. bought home-made noodles just now, plannin to cook for miself again. aniwae, yest's pasta was yum yum.. mi ss papers.... sobzzz...

i studied. took breaks here and dere. i dunno wad's enough and wad's not. i m afraid of the questions tt's cuming out tmr. wad if i dunno how to ans. tt wld imply mi efforts these daes have gone to waste. haik, i let mi imaginations run wild again... didn't go to sch todae, wonder how dey've done. tmr after ss papers, goin to eat with cf and she ask mi go shop hamster's cage, food and stuff with her, not interested in animals at all but since cf has asked, i wun reject. ahaha... aniwae, cookin mi own dinner later. sum pple wld be damn proud of mi. i m makin pasta and soup.... miself...

feeling kinda tired now... studied till 3 plus last nite. i wanted to study till morn but i realised it's very diff. not because i feel like slping.. i mean i got coffee so i m not afraid but rather, i m afriad of the unseen. if u guys noe wad i mean. u noe ar, study soo late, alone, u tend to tink alot and ur imagination will run wild... sooo ya. if i wasn't freaked out yest, i wld have studied longer.. i m kinda picking out topics to study now. i dun tink i can finish all sec 3 and sec 4 topics sooo i have to pick topics that i tink wld cum out. i m sooo tired... ss really sux... y do i care what the government is doin or abt how we come abt frm 1960s??? aniwae, tmr dun haf physics practical prelims for mi so i get to stay up late to study summore tonite. hopefully, tonite i wld be braver cos i seriously want to complete mi ss. feelin quite stressed now... tryin to destess miself but nothing seems to work?? grrrr.....

oops.. i almost forgot...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY XIUWEN!!!! MY EVERDEAREST NU PENG YOU!

i m sooo tired!!! went out at 9:45 this morn and came back exactly 12 hours later.... mi legs need to be soaked in bird nest to make dem feel better... ahaha.. dis morn, went to eat dim sum buffet at taka.. the food dere is ok onli lor and the service is very very bad. mi cousins and i sat dere and complain non-stop. and our total bill is close to 80??? can u believe it.... den after that, went to shop for andre's pressie. bought him a levi's cap and a small basketball hoop... hopefully, he wld grow up to be a basketballer. tt wld be damn cool. den mi and mi cousins went to take neoprint den shop shop abit. at first, we wanted to frame up the buffet receipt den in the end, jie suggested that we buy a book as our log bk where everyone take turn writing so we hunted high and low in town for a notebook den cannot find nice ones so collected andre's cake @ coffee bean. it's a train shaped cake.. the colours look tooo gd to be eaten can... we headed down to j8 after that to buy mi stationary and oso to hunt summore for the notebook that we want... walk until mi legs almost break!!!! and we still cldn't find one... in the end, hafta settle for a happy house one... hmm, i currently owe jie 12 bucks... ahahha.. lucki, tmr is the start of a new mth! didn't touch books at all todae, todae die die oso must stay up.. since tmr no sch.... ahahha, didn't managed it yest...

went to pre-celebrate xiuwen's bdae todae... was supposed to meet at 11 but i was late by 20 mins i tink, almost got killed by the rest of dem. went dere and found out all of dem dressed quite casually except mi.. sooo paiseh, dey sae i out-shined bdae gurl. dey bought xiuwen a top and a skirt.. dey made her change dere and cos she weating sandals and it doesn't match with the skirt, i had to exchage footwear with her, soo end up, she wear mi nice slippers and i wear jeans and sandals... ahhaha.. but nvm lah.. anything for mi nu peng you. she looked quite good in that skirt.. dey sae it's her first skirt. ahaha.... aniwae, she gave us a treat and den we went shop shop abit. in the end, wanted to take neoprint soo went town.. it was fun, i bought a CD todae and it's classical type wan.. heez... chinfang sae soo unlike mi but i m more class now, k!! aniwae, had tons of time den came back realised haven't realli touched books sooo went to study ss... soo stressed... i feel tat i always got prob understanding the question and therefore, cannot ans to the pt.. kk lah.. hafta go cont studying... plannin to stay up till late late.. maybe till earli next morn ar... ahahha...

teachers' dae celebration was damn fun todae. but mi klass attendance was shit can. yest, 20 pple came to sch.. out of 38 and todae even worse.. 13 onli!! ahaha, i made a promise to miself todae that i wld definitely be back on every teachers' dae until the dae mrs low retire. todae, i told mrs low to wait for mi cos i cumin back ij to teach, she sae she den dun wan ar.. ahahha.. sooo hurting leh.. aniwae, played kabadi todae, yest during pe, mi frens and i tried, it's a damn rough game, pull pple over wan. and apparently, everyone noes that i m a good target, they keep pulling mi... and ya, i m weak.. cannot resist wan.. phoebe almost lift mi up to bring mi over the other side... ahaha.. and i ended up havin a BIGGG bruise on mi knee!! and todae, kabadi was pathetic.. no one wanted to play.. sooo we decided play ourselves den in the end, pris vincent came over and sae wld treat dis as official and we start playing.. i m super lousy... i really tink i shld start training miself... i feel soo weak todae. realli enjoyed miself todae, but i noe i hafta hit the books after todae.. haik.. went to buy coffee and sum snacks just now, for mi to burn midnight oil... never drink coffee before... just tot i wanted to try... ahahha

todae's physics mock prelims was a killer, i slept throughout the paper can. did 20 mcq, slept a while, woke up finish the next 20 mcq, slept a while more... den do abit sleep abit.. haik.. i can sooo predict wad wld tank sae liaoz.. she wld be like u wan a A1 for combined sci rite? u are not puttin enuff effort and blah blah blah... sianz.. didn't want to stay back for nite study todae but in the end, xinying managed to persuade mi. she keep sayin mrs low is on duty tonite, mrs low on duty tonite sooo i got swayed and end up, went steph's hse to bathe and eat dinner before goin back to sch for nite study... made sushi @ steph's hse... and dey sae mine ultra fat, sooo ugly... ahahhaa... and den just now, phoebe's dad send mi home. sooo paiseh, it's totally opp direction frm phoebe's hse leh.. and dey fetch mi all the way to mi hse downstairs.. sooo troublesome, aniwae, i m pathetic todae, carried all the books home.. sooo heavy! i look like i wld drop dem any moment, mi frens see oreadi all buay tahan.. all help mi take.. ahahha.. i m weak lah, k! and no strength, happy??? ahaha... aniwae, thnx to alot pple's dad for always fetchin mi home... thnx!

didn't go for the nite study todae. i m damn tired after the geog mock prelims. it's like 2 hrs 15 min till 4:30 can den after that, i m totally drained of any more energy. just realised that these daes, i m suffering frm lack of slp.. i one dae slp less than 6 hrs?? and it's been like this for many many daes... how cum one dae onli got 24 hrs... it's not enough.. and i desperately need to slp.. i m sooo damn tired everydae. haven really start studying physics.. tmr wld have another full paper, with mcq, structured and eassy... will start later... prelims is just next week... i m nervous, i dun tink i m prepared and at this rate i m goin, i will collapse soon. i wld die after tiredness and stress...

just came home frm nite study... haik.. tot i cld at least finish mi physical geog.. and in the end, i only studied river... now, the formation of waterfalls, levees, floodplains.... and all the other terms relating to river are stuck in mi head... sooo messed up... still got other topics for physical geog.. and i haven't started on human geog lor... how?? tmr got physics test summore... i m sooo stressed!!! i need to destress!!! sandra's papa fetched mi home.. tt's y came back quite earli... dey stopped mi @ da bus stop soo i cld take bus miself... and at the bus stop.. these two guys are sooo irritating.. dey keep staring at mi.. den when mi bus cme.. dey keep saying.. bye bye!! keep shouting and shouting... den keep calling mi eh!!! i m sooo irritated... sum guys are just sooo uncivilised and rude.... sooo playful oso... haik.. need to bathe soon and start studying again....

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had a great time last nite... it was fun but tiring... and i was the camerawoman for the nite leh.. besides that, i helped out here and there too, sooo proud of miself, carried many heavy stuff but cousin sae i looked pathetic carrying heavy objects soo i always carry halfway shure got pple cum offer help wan.. hee. played sparkles and light sticks too.. the sparkles got sound wan and i was greedy.. i decided to light 3 @ at go and then i got a shock when the sound was sooo loud and long.... ahahha... sooo tiring.. till now, i still damn tired... sooo nan de i can go pasir ris park and yet i didn't cycle or go to the beach leh... sooobz.. tmr got chi mock prelims.. tues got geog mock prelims and physics test, and wed got physics mock prelims... sumone kill mi now... or pls let mi be sick.. dun wanna go sch can... i m TIRED!!!!!

had one of the best bdae in mi 16 yrs of life!! thnx everyone for making it sooo special for mi. thnx for makin mi last bdae in ij sooo meaningful too and realli realli thank you for the ppt.. it's sooo nice... i cried... not very jialat type.. tears drop tt kind.... cry with style.... and u noe the acrylic hor... it got stuck onto the paperbag leh... sooo now got patches of brown, i m sorry... i tot i was careful enough... really really sorry... but..still... it's still as beautiful as ever... when u guys cum mi hse dis yr for xmas den i show u all... ahahha... aniwae... a big bear hug to everyone and really thank you!!!! todae carried a bouquet of sunflowers to sch... the sunflowers received compliments everywhere... it's realli realli nice... even when i went to buy comics.. the lady said it was nice... thnx cousins!!! i really enjoyed miself alot alot yest and last nite... goin to chalet tonite... jie havin her party tmr.. and i goin there to stay overnight... everyone.. dun miss mi!!

had a fun dae todae, managed to persuade all of them to skip afternoon study... ahaha.. and i treated lunch todae leh... mama and papa gave mi a sum of money for mi bdae mah.. sooo i treated dem to kfc... had a fun time dere except we met these few malay boys hu irritated xinying... we keep laughing den in the end, one of them ask us stop laughing and eat... xinying said sumthing like.. dey are malay.. cannot touch pork and yet they look like pigs... lol... i cannot stop laughing.. hmmm.. maybe if next time dis kinda things happen again.. we shld confront dem ar!! or maybe we shldn't.. afterall.. dey are frm neighbourhood schs... being uncivilised is not their fault... ahahhaa.... lalala... tmr mi bdae!!! =)

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Jewel there. You're sweet and very emotionally
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with, and always want to know how they're
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HAPPY SECOND ANNIVERSARY TO ME AND AH BOON!!! 2 yrs have passed... we went through sooo much, esp with nautti pple cuming between us but we finally managed it! ahahaha, and u are right.. we still got 98 more yrs together... love ya lots lots always and thnx for everything u've done for mi... u've made this dae very very sweet... ahahha... do u tink if next time we got bf... dey wld be jealous?? ahahhaa, ur bf must have mi consent wan ar! todae was kinda scary in the morning... me and gf was slightly late for sch. summore got assembly in st mikes blk... we ran all the way dere and was sooo hot and sticky and sweaty after that. den when go back to classrm.. gf realised that her wallet is missing... i was soooo scared.. i dun wan any bad things to happen todae.. summore todae is such a special dae can! luckily, sumone found it and return it to the general office... phew! thnx whoever that person is... i wld add u in mi prayers todae... ahahhaa, summore in gf's wallet, got mi baby foto... ahahha.. quite embarrassing wan... aniwae.. all went well well.. and i had such a fabulous dae!!! thnx gf for the pressies and hoped u liked the scrapbook i made for you... got blood got sweat leh... ahahhaa... i m sooo happy!! *hugs* and i m warning pple ar... dun anyone dare try to break us up.. i wld kill wor! hahahaha...

I am on top of the world!!!
3 more daes to bdae!

You're the sad smile,the one that regrets nearly
everything and is constantly wondering about
what could have been.You're not happy with your
situation and usually blame yourself because of
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supposedly to have tuition todae but i cancelled it... ahaha.... felt lazy. organ teacher came to teach mi though she's sick... ahahha... quite sweet of her. todae's lesson quite fun but i felt abit dumb cos she said this piece of music was rather easy and yet i flopped it. haik, i guessed she's right. i really lost touch with organ liao but nvm lah.. after mi o levels... den i wld start practising again... teacher oreadi plannin to let mi take practical exam next yr... she's crazy... always give mi stress one. did nothing much the whole dae but i finally completed that thing!!! took mi quite sum time but i m super duper proud of it... hopefully she likes it... i put mi blood and sweat in to do wan leh... ahahhaa... can't wait for tmr.... arggg... i m hungry... haven't eaten much the whole dae...

ANNIVERSARY IS TMR!!!

my legs are sooo tired... if i m rich enough, i wld use bird nest to soak mi 2 feet... i realli will... but tooo bad... i can only use hot water. sooo tiring... went bugis with jie to shop.. walk and walk... den went suntec continue shopping... walk and walk... at suntec, she just went into fitting room after fitting room and luwen and i just choose and choose clothes for her to try and try.. ahahha.. fun but super tiring... frm 2 can shop to 8 plus... never underestimate gurl power when it comes to shoppin manz... saw alot of nice clothes that i wld like to buy but like dis mth quite broke liao though it's onli like half the mth... hopefully, ma and pa wld give mi extra cash on mi bdae... oh.. supposedly to go eat dim sum buffet with cousins... but mi stomach wasn't feeling well enough to consume buffet... sooo skipped it.. and tmr oso not going cousin's hse to celebrate mi bdae in advance... feel sooo soory... but realli cannot make it.. sooo we planned to celebrate on the actual dae... lalala.... anticipating it... oh.. dis morn had amaths and it was a mock prelim type of thing... 2 hrs paper... sooo sian... i do halfway and it started raining heavily! i was sitting near window.. and rain spalshed in.. instead of closing the window.. i just stared at the rain... and covered mi paper.. retarded rite... ahahaha den after that... walk out of sch wearing a poncho.. yellow colour wan... i nv wear before sooo got excited.. i tink i look like a yellow duck can! and the best thing is when i wearing poncho... the sun came out liaoz.. but i still wear it in the end... ahhaha... oh.. got to noe sumthing really sad todae... i tink i very insensitive... is there anything i can do to makes things better.. i m willing to do anything.. realli....

just woke up frm a short nap... quite wierd to slp at nine and wake up at 11 ar but i was feelin sooo sick just now. i felt like puking, whole body hot hot wan and i was constantly tearing. i felt sooo uncomfy all over. i made such a scene in mi house can. mama wans mi to eat panadol and i die die oso dun wan den i started crying??? i sulked and whined... oh god.. like baby lor... made sooo much noise in the house. den jie call mi hp which was on mi bed and i woke up... called her back and cancelled our lunch tmr.... mi stomach dun feel tooo good. i tink i eat too much todae... much more than mi usual diet and mi stomach cannot take it.... ahahha.. dunno lah. aniwae, still goin shoppin with her... and luwen too.. she wans to find a dae to celebrate mi bdae... and we planned to eat sum buffet but now.. haik.. all thnx to mi tummy... sooo weak... this week has been such a blur... sooo many things happened... nex week got two impt dates.. hopefully can cheer mi up. i came to realise sumthing... once two person drifts off... there's nothing anyone can do abt it. i feel soooo wierd....

3 more daes to anniversary
6 more daes to bdae

argggg... i feel sooo easily irritated these daes and i dunno y? yest, i was sooo irritated cos i cldn't find mi foolscap. i wanted to do mi emaths wksheet and like how many times wld i wan to do hw sooo willingly... todae, i concluded i lost mi foolscap.. is the whole thing lor... is either i lost or sumone stole it and i swear if i find out hu steal mi foolscap.. i wld kill... i m irritated enough. nothing seemed to go right. yest had pract. was like shit... that tank wans mi to do the pract like for wad?? and todae, had geog test which i slept half the time. i couldn't ans any of the questions can. dey all seemed the same to mi.. den had emaths test and finally can draw a curve sooo nicely.... and just now, this stupid cat had to scare mi... cats are sooo irritating... mi head hurts... hopefully wld feel better later....

ahaha.. i m naive and usually naive = cute... lalala.. kk, i m being lame. had tuition in the morning, tink it drained all mi energy, have been lying down ever since den. later goin gm's hse cos gm sae she makin pohpiah... wonder if i shld eat and eat... but i tink i grew fatter dis week... hmmm... hmmmm.... slept damn late yest... and woke up soo earli dis morn.. i m quite tired... goin cousin's hse tonite.. jie sae she wld go gm's hse meet mi and together we can go back to her house... quite sweet of her ar. she wld be gettin her party stuff dis week and next week too.. i m goin to help... ahahhaa.. hope she agrees to let mi be the photographer of her party.... even if she dun allow.. i wld just whine until she sae yes... lalala

You represent... naivete.
So innocent and trusting... you can be very shy at
times, but it's only because you're not sure
how to act. You give off that "I need to
be protected vibe." Remember that not all
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ahaha... i cannot date a leo leh... cos i m a leo miself.. and den both of us fire pple... we wld just flare up @ each other everytime...

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23 July - 22 August
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mi eyes very pain!!! X( i tink i wld become cockeye soon... hafta copy down lyrics and the lyrics are sooo tiny and alot of words on one line... i give up.. copied four songs and i cannot stand it animore... aniwae... happy national dae!!! i didn't watch ndp... cum to tink of it.. i dun watch ndp every yr cos i tink it's sooo boring.. except maybe watch abit last yr cos our sch got perform in it... ahahha... i m soo not a singaporean ar... went to do sum shopping alone todae. sumhow or other, i quite like to do shopping miself... once in a while need to spend sum time with urself mah.. den i bought a packet of chips and walk all the way home frm tampines central... dun feel tired at all.. wind blowing, sun setting... very nice feeling... can tink abt alot of things... aniwae.. tmr goin cousin's hse cos jie sae i very long never go... ahahha... i bet she miss mi!! heez... small boi just said can see planet mars now... once in 6000 yrs.... hmmm.. i can't see anything leh...

celebrated national dae todae. the whole sch had to sit @ the carpark can and den when it's communion, mrs low choose to have q right beside mi klass, i almost got trampled over. i m shure i m not small until sum pple cannot see ritez! oh den after that, did the patchwork thingy for singapore. i cannot sew! neither can i design. i pricked miself like dunno how many zillion times and den i drew sum ugly drawing. i m quite embarrassed after i completed mi work. pple summore sae worse than sec 1s, maybe primary one standard.... grrrr.. i did mi best liao wad... oh, after sch, everyone like go out. go town, go sentosa summore, angel and i were soo jealous. we tinking where can we go, and we were deciding between fort canning, botanical park or zoo... how lame can we get rite. oh, we bought a cake todae too, to celebrate singapore's bdae... ahhaha... den took bus to bugis. went dere look look for suitable prom nite dresses and waited half an hour to take neo print. neoprint very very nice! took cab home miself just now, i scared the driver will take mi to ulu places and rape mi sooo i msged nu peng you the taxi no and tell her to report to the police if i never call her back by todae... hee... safety precautions mah...

10 more daes to anniversary!
13 more daes to birthday!

i m having one of those headaches again... eyes pain, head pain... sooo tiring. dunno y ar, everytime cum home will switch to slacker mode one, have been lazing ard for one hr plus. tmr got chem ca, dun feel like studying. cf sae must study, soo selvam wun look down on us. i oso wan to impress selvam soo she wld stop pickin on the combined sci gurls but haik, i just can't brin miself to pick up the chem tb. haven't eat dinner yet, dun feel like eating aniwae... todae went well fine but can't help feeling abit down.... *sad*

i m so tired of trying so hard that i wan to give up. i had enough.

todae got spotcheck! it's mi first ever spotcheck in my 4 yrs of education in ij leh... sooo it's quite a big event for me. is like sooo scary lor. the whole sec 4 level the prefects came to check us and mrs low was sooo strict abt it. she checked the cupboards, the top of the aircon and even the overhead projector. mi liquid paper got confiscated! new one summore, mi heart is aching. now i cannot do any homework cos i m a person who can only survive with liquid paper. tinking whether shld brin fone to sch tmr, shld be safe ritez... summore half dae... ahaha... todae took bus back, was sooo damn tired that i sleep until miss mi stop. i forot i can take all the way to interchange den dere got direct bus home... i got off the bus and walked the longgg distance home.. almost got lost... hee.. tmr got 2 tests after dismissal.. sooo tiring....

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saint. You're probably an angel sent directly
from Heaven.


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just got home. mama on leave todae den we went out to do sum shopping. mi ma was sooo irritating can, todae i found out she threw away my shoes. i confirmed that shoe wear less than five times wan leh... sooo when we go shopping, i pulled a long and black face thru out, she quite auto lah, noe how to buy another pair of shoes to make up for it... sooo feelin quite ok now, then when i shopped halfway, realised tmr is cme exams, got a shock den ran to popular to buy cme 4b book, till now still haven study yet... heez... ma nagging at mi, ask mi go study mi cme, she sae if i get a D or C in cme, she wun acknowlege mi as her daughter... heez... and i bought a life philosophy book leh... ahaha.. i tink mi ma got a shock when i request to buy that book... hmmm... hope it will help mi improve mi chinese compo... and i went tiong bahru to eat seafood.... eat until hafta unhook mi buckle... i m sooo goin on a diet sooon... dis whole week, i resolve not to eat recess.... =)

met this very irritating dirty old man todae.. he tink i dunno izzit.. tried to peep into mi top, came sooo close to me, was just abt to step on his foot or turn back and glare but the train came, count himself lucky, kk! mood not sae very good this morn cos i was late liao. aniwae, cut across the hdb hub todae, wanted to get to macs den met alot of mi choir juniors... now i understand wad is when u are not performing, u wld miss the gown and the make up... i feel sooo out todae, like really goin to graduate soon.... i m goin to miss choir, altho keep saying it's sooo tiring and sumtimes it really sux but still, went thru sooo much with choir... 2001 got syf silver, how all of us were sooo sad and worked soo hard... time really flies can! soon, i wld be known as ex ij student... soobbzzz... den studied one chap of chem todae and i felt sooo saturated liao, tink my brain very slow at absorbing info can... toook the ultra long journey home, reminds me of how in the past, she wld always take bus with mi frm tp to tampines just to send mi home.... oh... wad m i toking abt... it's sooo over... ahaha..

ta-da!! my blog in a new appearance.. and the credit shall all go to dz... she's super super nice can... helped mi with everything and i like appeared to be sooo dumb and stupid... tonite is one of mi most embarassing nite.... but she's soooo super nice... without her ar, i wld have died tonite, figuring out all these stuff... crying and crackin mi brain.... love ya!! and ya... u have my word for the 3 promises i grant you... =)

ahaha... just received gurlfren's msg... she told mi go see this addie... at first tot she found sumone's blog or sumthing.. den when i slowly slowly read... found out it's hers!! ahahha... and yaya.. i m very touched... i oso trying very hard to make ends meet here leh... we will drink water this mth together lah.. kk?? aniwae.. hope u keep bloggin.. look forward to it!! =)

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todae was soooo sian... felt like sleepin the whole time can. dis morning got two periods of emaths but ms yue need to leave at the second period... sooo i decided to sleep lor... i slept on cf's shoulders and she was like leona, gd gd u sleepin den i can sing.. sooo she sang and sang... she sang jolin tt shuo ai ni song... is like she sing finish oreadi she still wld repeat wan leh... i counted before i dozed off, she sang 11 times... and when i woke up, she's still singing... i dunno how many times she sang... ahahhaa... but thnx cf.. for ur shoulders... todae gurlfren had to go for honours dae rehearsals... sooo sian.. no one to whine tooo.. ahahha... oh.. todae during recess, i dunno wad happened to me, i was suddenly sooo full that i decided to go puke.. angel thinks it's gross... but i m really on the verge of pukin liaoz... haik... i feel that i ate soo much this week.. feelin sooo guilty now... and just now when i came home, didn't do a single shit except watch vcds... sooner or later, i wld become a pig.. i m soo shure of it... can't wait for tmr!

17 more daes to anniversary
20 more daes to bdae

ahaha, in sch now. i cannot stand it.. todae's thurs... sooo sian can... ran mi 2.4 again with steph... haik.. thought i cld motivate her.. and in the end... den had caesar test... mi first part question not tt bad... is the second part.. can die leh... sooo short.. mrs low want 7 pages... i onli managed like 5 pages... slighlty less than 5 pages summore... ahaha... chinese was sian... pass mi test by like half marks onli?? grrrr.... i m goin badly for everything... haik... 35 more daes to prelims.. i m counting down... i m counting down to mi aniversary and mi bdae too! ahahha.... todae was sooo funny... chinfang need to do oral picture description and she saw the monkey in the picture she tot is orrilla!! and it was actualli a chimpanzee... is like a BIGGG diff lor... her whole description was sooo funny!! the whole klass laugh and laugh....

moon so bright, night so fine
keep your heart here with mine
life's a dream we are dreaming
race the moon, catch the wind
ride the night to the end
seize the day, stand up for the light
i want to spend my lifetime loving you
if that is all in life i ever do
heroes rise, heroes fall
rise again, win it all
in your heart, can't you feel the glory
through our joy, through our pain
we can move the worlds again
take my hand, dance with me
i want to spend my lifetime loving you
if that is all in life i ever do
i will want nothing else to see me through
if i can spend my lifetime loving you
though we know we will never come again
where there is love, life begins
over and over again
save the night, save the day
save the love, come what may
love is worth everything we pay
i want to spend my lifetime loving you
if that is all in life i ever do
i want to spend mi lifetime loving you
if that is all in life i ever do
i will want nothing else to see me through
if i can spend mi lifetime loving you

just came home... super super tired can. took the five items todae... mi shuttle run got a C!!! i dun get Cs for shuttle run wan leh... izzit i grew fatter den got more weight to carry when running?? ahaha, aniwae, tink mi klass on the whole didn't do that well and we think it's cos the hall's floor very very slippery... sum pple keep slippin can... we are goin to complain!! must must complain... and hopefully got a second chance to run.. at least i wan a B right... and mi standing broad jump ar.. the tester was jac yip.. super scary can... i was sooo scared she wld remember mi and decided to be biased... ahaha... in the end she didn't.. and i did damn well.. lalala.... =) SIT AND REACH IS A KILLER!!! dis stupid body of mine is sooo damn not flexible can!! so pathetic.... but @ least i still got a C... tt's expected wan lah.... sit ups is such a heartache... i tot is 30 to get a A... but it's actually 31... i cld haf cheated lor... sooo wasted... it's just one more... one more!!! grrrr.... and inclined ar.. not bad not bad.. broke mi own record... ahahhaa.... tmr, mi muscles are gonna ache like no one's prob.... and todae's chi is like shit! almost wanted to hand in a blank paper.... ahhaha....

i m the best manz. tmr got chi ca and i haven even started studyin yet. tmr, i wld just hang myself to death in front of lao shi. ahaha, i wasted papa's money just now, ordered pig organ soup and onli ate tofu and meatball and the soup oso. didn't touch the meat and organs at all. feel sooo fat now, had such a late dinner. die lah, tmr got pft, i swear i serioudly can't do the sit and reach and the inclined. but i aimin for gold wan leh.... dun wanna spoil mi 3 yrs of record... ahahhaa.... yest was small boi's bdae... he didn't cum online... sooo sad... i wanted to share with him 2 gd piece of news... okok.. eyes gonna close liao and dere goes studyin for chinese.... gonna fail sooo badly... sobzz