was a realli rotten dae todae. durin mass practise, i sang half-heartedly cos realli not in the mood. i m sorrie for wad i've said to u, i noe i shldn't have. sorrie. den took back geog paper. tryin realli hard to hold back tears and mrs tan, of all people, had to choose me to tok to and when i couldn't control my tears, they just flow. i feel so bad towards mrs tan. i noe she tried to help mi. and how many times have i told miself not to disappoint her? and thnx pple for being soo consoling and comforting. thanx for being there. went swimming to get back the chirpy mood. didn't want to dampen their mood. swam for like one hr plus. xiuwen and angel didn't bring swimming costume, so they just soaked their legs in the pool. sandra's hse is sooo coool!!! more like a resort can! aniwae, after that, went tm to eat carrot cake with sandra. didn't realli felt like being alone todae. it's scary how loneliness can be.