i m having one of those headaches again... eyes pain, head pain... sooo tiring. dunno y ar, everytime cum home will switch to slacker mode one, have been lazing ard for one hr plus. tmr got chem ca, dun feel like studying. cf sae must study, soo selvam wun look down on us. i oso wan to impress selvam soo she wld stop pickin on the combined sci gurls but haik, i just can't brin miself to pick up the chem tb. haven't eat dinner yet, dun feel like eating aniwae... todae went well fine but can't help feeling abit down.... *sad*

i m so tired of trying so hard that i wan to give up. i had enough.