i've had my too good a share worth of yummy food this month and i m paying dearly for it. my bank account is depleting, and my students' mum still owe me mummy. not to mention, i got two doctors appointment, all i have to pay myself. please... remind me, next month just eat at hawker centre, food court, food centre or coffee shop.

den again, i realise it's not entirely my fault. baby has to account for it as well. which explains why i think his account is delepting too and these days, the naggings of how i love to eat his money. darn it. still, when i brought him to nice cheap places, tt requires a little q-ing up... he will say forget it, let's go elsewhere and elsewhere means the central with riverside view.

grrrr... i m soooo not feeling happy

i got attacked by a crow literally on friday, along bedok reservoir road. i was about to take out my mp3, planning to walk all the way to kembangan and suddenly, this crow swooped down from behind and sneak attack me on my head. i gave out a short yelp and quickly walk away, trying to act cool, cos i think there are people who witness it. but even when i do so, i keep turning my way behind, cos the crow was on top of this signboard, still staring at me. i was freaked out! like seriously, i wanted to cry already. and every few steps i walk, tho i m getting further from the crow, i keep turning back until i cannot take it, i simply cross the road and take a cab home, without kembangan meesua.

i know i m slow but it's only yesterday that i felt this bump on my head and when i put pressure on it, it's pain. not very pain, but pain. now, with my paranoid self, i have decided to wear a cap everytime i go out. the sound of crows still frightens me, i hate outdoors!

on a lighter note, finally go to katong. have been wanting to go there for a meal and finally brought the boy to stonegrill dining. amelia, do u noe they revamp? now, they got upstairs and downstairs. dunno issit only vip guests can go up.. i dun think so. overall, i still like it. price still quite ok wad! and amelia, when u free.. let's go jap buffet. date me soon please. or anyone who's interested.

i'm losing it, seriously. i can feel the nerves in my head snapping one by one, literally draining me away of all the energy i have left in me. luckily, i dun have to go out and put up a face for people.

it's so tough, so tough, so tough. so tough i wanna give up.

suddenly, i feel so raw, so tender, so fragile and vulnerable. cos after 2 yrs, i realised how true my love is for u yet it's not reciprocated.

if u leave, who can i blame and cry my eyes out to, but myself

chocolate thunder from down under! it's the highlight of last night's meal. i love it!! it's simply delicious beyond delicious!!

went to outbacks for the second time and i'm really lovin the place. i would say it's a little pricey, cos our total bill was 106 plus... luckily, i used the uob card, and dunno why, this lovely sweet, delicious dessert came free. (the waitress explained, but i didnt catch it) oh well, it's free and yummy! a total of 80 over bucks i spent. well spent, i would say, cos it's nice time spent with nice food!

a beautiful day. woke up 730 to start studying, cos the second half of the day is spent with chin. but still, i only manage half a chapter. stupid beta one beta 2, regression shit, msd(e), sians. anyway, after chin came, we went cycling! a full two hours, cycle through pasir ris park, got bored, cycle out of pasir ris through the park connector, cross a oveerhead bridge, reached tampines and den back. woah, darn tiring... i can feel the ache when i wake up tmr already. and silly chin, still hasn't got the tan she wants, despite standing under the sun for quite some time.

Omelette patty with gravy



Steam fish

Ta-da. My simple dinner that i cooked myself. One good thing about staying home the whole day without the interruption of going out to teach tuition is that i get to cook dinner myself. Though it's only 2 dishes, cos i want variety, it's alot! I almost couldn't finish. had to gorge myself a little. maybe i should just stick to one dish in the future, and dump all varieties into one dish. haha... anyway, i love that monkey spoon with the burnt part. it's so clearly taken! haha...

so anyway, have been mugging for 3 days, though i took mini breaks here and there but it's a good start. i shall keep up to it. keep wanting to wake up at 830 in the morning to study but everyday i kept snoozing and ultimately off my hp alarm. but with each passing day, i'm improving, now i m only one hr away from 830. sooner or later, i will wake up at 830!

suddenly, i miss my baby. i feel that things seemed pretty 'surface' these days. what do the signs imply i dun wanna think. i'll just take a step at a time.

please dun make me sad and break my fragile heart.

went to kino recently and bought a total of 90 bucks worth of books and mind you, tt's only after we got 10 percent discount. but woah, i feel good. once in a long long while buy comics and storybook. but actually half tt amount is spent by emperor. he bought this spiderman comics for like 40 odd bucks.

had a full dosage of tsubasa yesterday before i went to sleep. 3 books on shot. tsubasa is getting more and more complicated. seriously, when the whole series end, i'm gg to find a time read everything from the start but the plot is so twisting, so sad, so..... hmmm, dunno how to describe. it can be quite confusing and complicating. need time to digest.

i was looking for comics tt day when i realise chuangyi is coming out with lesser nice comics. either tt, they are getting the not so nice ones to publish, i see taiwan version ones got nice ones wad but chuangyi never publish those. and chuangyi is publishing those short stories, end with 3 or 5 books tt kind. hmm, it's hard to find nice comics nowadays man. and waiting longingly for nice comics such as tsubasa, ouran high school, nana is so irritating.

started my mugging days, count down to may, count down to emperor's 21st bdae amd countdown to his taiwan training. time flies...