i like to know things that other people don't know.
i like to share things with others what they don't know.

maybe i really was that spoilt, bad tempered brat, who places no one else but herself first, self centred, selfish, never really care what others think, only those few selcted ones that she like then she care more.

but i know i am not like that now. people who know me see the change, people who care for me, can feel it. and people who watched me grow, would have noticed. God will know. because he's part of the reason why i changed. and most

now, randomly, i was thinking to myself. how did she know the relationship was blend. how did she judge. why did she think he treated her well because he was used to it. why did she think she wasn't the most important person to him anymore. how?

issit true that relationships cannot be tested by time.. cos most ended up blend. people can date ten years and only found out not suitable half a year into marriage. why like tt? the line between used to it and love is soo thin. how would i know how to judge. it will be saddening to leave after ten years.. but why would anyone want to stay in a r/s tt gone blend.

will it ever be like that?

anyway, thanks Joel for fixing my blog for me. and those cute hearts. was wondering since when the pink hearts turn grey.... haha