dun feel good all over. woke up this morning with an ultra dry throat. ve a few ulcers in mi mouth. everything hurts. feel like a dying person. everything ard mi seemed so demoralising sumhow. todae working afternoon shift. this is so contradicting. i want to earn more money yet i wan to work lesser hrs, wad's wrong with mi. organ exam is coming real soon, da date is out. i m not doin well, dunno izzit due to lack of practise or wad, i m just not getting there. i feel like i wld fail badly this time. mi teacher is not being very encouragin.. everything is getting soo horrible. b is not having a smooth time too. things are getting pretty rough over at her side so i dun wish to bother her as much as i can. i m right.. may is indeed a horrible month. i can't wait for it to be over... da number of pple tt i can actualli tok and whine to is decreasing... i do feel very demoralised... everything is just not goin mi way....