i am in love with:

1. chocolate tarts
2. kate spade
3. self-blended fruit juice
4. Teddy chocolate bisucits

i need more stuff to put a smile on my face

a woman asked a guy, is it true that all guys are not devoted. is it true that all guys will side track in a relationship.

the guys replied. there's not yes or no answer here. there are two types of woman. the first type will be those that are willing to accept everything, forgive everything despite how bad the guy may be. at the end of the day, she choose to stay by his side and love him whole heartedly. The second type of woman will be those that despite having a guy who loves her whole heartedly, yet they still choose to give him away.

my point is that, there's no yes or no the the questions i asked above... but which type of woman are you.

it's time to put an ending to all these misery. not for me.... hopefully for us

i crave korean food, indian food.... anything tt's spicy.... and i know i can find what i want at raffles place or little india.

learning learning

you're are right.

i know the world doesn't revolve around me. it's not that my world revolves only around you. it's just that i placed you priority over others. maybe that's not true either. i try to give you everything i can, yet on the other hand, i try to give others everything that i can too. maybe you're envious, that i can have best of both worlds? so u try to find your best of both worlds. then again. you're not that complex. whatever you do, the motive is very clear. you just cannot read ur inner self conscious the way i can read it. on the other hand, i'm very happy there's transparency.

to many other people, they keep seeing things in the short term.. but i see it in the long term. i don't expect you to understand my inner fears of rejection, my inner fears of changes. but i'm already 21. and i promised you and myself that i wanna change for the better. but who defines better or not? every individual has a different definition of what's better or not. is yours right or mine? but i feel when opinions are formed, especially for you, they don't change anymore despite my efforts. so i tell myself, for me, i just want to be happy for u when u found something in your life other than me. imagine if i can be jealous over non-living things or living things for that matter, what will i do with the kids in the future.

i must try to change. i don't know in which direction is this changing to. cos i just know i want myself to feel better. i don't wanna get upset over mundane stuff like that. if you were what you sae you were going to do, there would be more of these mundane stuff coming at me and if i don't learn to deal with it now, how am i going to deal with it in the future.

but deep down inside, why am i still resisting to changes? maybe others might not get it, but when there's something slowly shifting right in my eyes, i feel awful. awful enough to bury myself under covers for days.

It was a homely weekend spent. The weather was very nice for the both of us to just nua at home too. It was japanese day on Saturday. I'll let the pictures do the work.


My potion that looked like tomato sauce but tasted quite alright: apple, carrot and tomato juice.


Appetiser: Salmon

The only sushi i wrapped. he claimed mine was fat and not nice! so i gave up.

The set-up

He wrapped the remaining sushis

Final masterpiece, 9 rolls in all

Dessert. I love it... but this is depleting in supermarkets. can hardly find them anymore.

haha, here comes the birthday aftermath. have i kept u guys waiting for too long? it was a mild sunny day on 21082008. it rained a little but the weather was always nice to us when we got out of the car, so no umbrellas were needed. though my precious one would complain it got a little humid, the effects of after rain. we went sentosa, drove there. i love it when there's transport. went underwater world. he says it's to fulfill one of my many wishes. i think he just cannot believe that somebody had never gone to underwater world before. =/ it's expensive wad. and i never ever see a reason to go. cos the only thing i had in mind when i came out is i wanna eat stingray and crabs! but it was enjoyable. he promised me cable car and images of singapore next time. =)



After which, we headed to chijmes-- Capella Modern Italian Restaurant. He said he read it from a magazine and it looks good. It really is good, be it the ambience, or the food. I love it.






His must-have tiramisu.

Happy Birthday to me!

On the eve of my birthday, i decided to sit down properly and upload pictures. I decided to use collages to represent my pictures cos there were simply too many, over 200, and some pending from ladyironchef. and i decided to change skin too.. fresh start, fresh look. and anyway, the party would not ve been a success without:

My parents

and xcyflawx.

More birthday pictures coming up (i hope) and thanks once again to everyone who made my bdae special in one way or another. Love love! Hugs

finally, the well anticipated 16082008 is over. i had a blast and i thank every single one of you guys who made it to my party. maybe you don't think so but everyone's presence has made this party special in one way or another. i'll upload the pictures soon, i guess. luckily, i got something else to anticipate, which is the actual birthday itself. or else this year, my birthday will be on the 16th, instead on 21st. and just in case anyone forgot... my birthday party is on the 21st!!!!!!!!

thank you everyone once again, i thank yan especiailly for the video, for organising the party, for settling everything so i could just stay pretty and enjoy. and thanks amelia for the 13 presents she gave me to signify the 13 years of friendship we had. what can i say, i'm glad we're still going strong. thanks all the photographers.. i feel like a star with all the flash. can't wait to see the pictures. remember to send me, k. thanks for the presents xcyflawx gave me. seriously, i don't know what to say. i promise to the the present proud by putting in lotsa accessories. maybe u guys will see it sooon, @ the party @ my house in the near future. and bdaes are never the same w/o boon's cards, boon's handicraft. love it love it! and i simply cannot resist but i love the hershley peanut butter chocolates! thank yoooouuuuu tabitha. of course lastly, i have to thank my parents for making this all possible. for taking care of me till 21 to celebrate this birthday.

i feeel very very very loved. thank you thank you.. once again again.

my makeover photoshoot. yes, i know it's unlike me and vvery pinky. haha.. =)

I'm a very happy girl today and that's cause:

1. my baby is off today. national day's off day.
2. i finally finally got my makeoever pictures.
3. daddy and mummy bought me 2 gold pendant and a chain
4. my party's this weekend and i'm trying to stay happy all the way
5. amelia's gg to be back tmr!

when i have all these things to be happy about. should i frown when i grew many many new pimples... all near the nose?

i have to admit because i noticed many cases already that guys are actually better cooks than us women. haha. yes, takes alot to admit but out of 10 cases, there are at least 8 of them that's true. oh well.... yet, there's always differences in the kitchen still.

like a girl hates it when a guy cooks.. and why is that so? cos they dun clear up as they cook, they choose to clear up only after cooking, after dinner, dessert den rest a long while before they choose to wash and clear up the kitchen. and it irks the girl very very so. but when a girl cooks.. the guy always has this mentality, i dun mind, but i know i can do better. therefore, they always will add in a few "friendly" comments, which some girls can or cannot take. depends on how friendly the comments are.

haha.. just something interesting i feel

and amelia.... miss u. come back soooon.