Happy Birthday to me!

Thanks for all the well wishes from everyone. Each and every one made me smile and felt blessed. Thanks for remembering. Thanks to all my beloved girlfriends who celebrated my birthday for me. I made a wish for each and every one of you guys and thank God for having such friends. All of u are special to me. I understood what it meant that birthday w/o you guys meant birthday not celebrated properly. MUACKS!! love all lots! hahaa

At a ripe age of 20, I suddenly realise there's many things I want to do. Was thinking to myself, nothing in this life can be guaranteed. No one can confirm what their future will be like now. Even a millionaire, how can he be sure his fortune will last? maybe his son will cheat him of his fortune? maybe some woman will? or maybe he will lose it in one night? Let's say a business man, thier risks are higer, nobody can be sure that business will not fall, will florish. So i'm thinking, since there are so many maybes in this world, being now and living now is important. everything u do must be done w/o regrets. Cos with regrets, then i can be sure even in the future when u are succeeding, leading a life u wanted, you know that you had regrets. another thing is important,m life life happy. be happy every day because this particular day will not repeat itself anymore.

of course i'm not saying that we shouldn't put in effort to make our future a desirable one. I believe everything in life except r/s, we reap what we sow. but there's still luck involved. we need effort, we also need a teeny weeny bit of luck. so apart from building our lovely future, be happy everyday! =)

I felt i just made a birthday speech!!! hahaa

i thought i will be fine giving tuition on my birthday but on the actual day itself... i wished i had pushed it to another day. supper anyone? spend the last 3 hrs of my birthday with me?

a really eventful day i would say. one that i enjoyed alot even though i didn't get to watch the fireworks this weekend after all.

we struggled to climb out of bed this morning due to time constraint that we calculated. me not so bad, cos i slept before him last night. so after rushing round the house to get ready, we finally left. ate dtf for lunch then after which watched movie. then head down to katong for Big Fish. haha... we walked quite abit of distance to reach BF cos baby made a mistake with the bus we took. we walked till my legs nearly gave way. sumptous dinner!!! if only i wasn't so full, i would eat their lovely dessert. after that, we walked to ecp. quite some walking distance.. through dark areas too. and i thought we're gg there to blow air... look at the beach.. but no.. we are there to walk through ecp and stop at MACs. hahaha.. so much for romance... but seriously.. if it were before he went army.. i might complain non stop abt it. but now, spending quality time is already enough.

i really enjoyed this weekend. and once again. how short this is. though baby cannot celebrate my actual birthday with me.. this is enough already. =) it already warmed and sweetened me. and i'm really really sorry for what happened. i deserve not to be given flowers yea? =/

loves

with a blink of the eye, Sunday is here again. the weekend pass really fast, especially this one but this week is not going to be that bad, because he's coming out on wed. then going back in on thurs and won't come out until the weekend that follow next week. and according to him, he cannot call back during field camp. i know i'm going to miss him badly during those days. what to do, he's in the process where boy turn to man! haha... later part of sundays is still quite sad, though both of us are getting used to it. although it might get tough especially when TOM is here. i only wish he can be back on 17th and 18th that week, cos got fireworks! it will be so nice if we manage to get a place by black angus or any restaurant along that way and await the start of fireworks. that'll be nice with my baby... even if no restaurant.. i still wan to watch fireworks!

this weekend, baby has been pampering me real. i forgot to draw money since he booked out all the way till he book in. so i've been eating out of his pocket and also shopping out of his pocket. feels goood. love that boy so much. too bad, we couldn't find the lovely covered shoes i'm so looking for. but oh well, it's all my fault.

nonetheless, hope wed will come asap!

and eve, if u are reading this.. where's my timetable!?