you say you need to knock sense out of me? you say i make decisions without discussing with anyone?

basically, from my point of view, since when did u discuss ur decisions with me? i feel u blame me for not discussing with u is because u want to make the decision urself!

no more doubts and mistrust. from now on, it's love, trust and commitment.

it's been a long year, but i'm glad we are still holding on.

all the sweet talk.... ends up with an ending like this. i loathe the sweetness before... cos i never like bitter after sweetnes.. i'd always prefer sweetness after bitter.

i guess i never change. i'm pretty much the person who hates loneliness at the end of the day.

no one can ever enjoy best of both worlds. sacrifice is always essential. well, i shall not be harsh on some who actually get to enjoy best of both worlds. one cannot enjoy unless he or she manages it damn well. at the end of the day, he or she still has to make a choice. this world of that world. no both worlds. choice is necessary for people as such.

i made my point. take it or leave it at ur discretion.

angel.... i'm saying ur CR looks like a crybaby.... he always lok like he wants to cry.... =/

i know this sounds pretty retarded but maybe to a certain extend, i'm like pumpkin? ok.. this is definitely after effect of reading her blog, after such a long time summore. sweetness mans.... and the way she talks about it... gross and childish once i recovered from this momentarily effect of reading her blog but for now, i think i m like her. when it comes to things she write... but not the mundane stuff la.. just the interesting part tt all of us only read.

on the other hand, i might want to be like that. or i desire to be like that. i guess sometimes, we people just have to tell ourselves when to let it go and when to let it end. but every statement i made to myself, i have a counter argument. it seemed as if these days, i'm in constant argument with myself... heart and mind. but of cos, as usual, heart always win.

i always tell myself. i made the mistake once and i wun make the same mistake again. but by refraining myself for making mistake, i'm still subjected to all these? then wad's the difference? maybe in this way, i will seen as weak-willed blah blah blah.. cannot think of btter words to describe.

i m very strong in every aspect. i m just sentimental i guess. to the extend i will miss my calculator if it misfunctions. i will be upset cos after all, it followed me for quite some time. nothing wrong with being sentimental but dun take advantage of this trait of mine.

exam's round the corner... i need to tok. i need to release... i need someone to listen.. i need some hugsssss....... feeling so dreadful.

would i say it's sunshine over rain? i certainly hope so. cos i never want this to be the priorities of my problem. i guess once again, i've got to learn how to handle feeling, emotions of people. as well as how to deal with relationships with people. after learning, falling and picking myself up, i've got to learn again. how to fall.. and what other ways can pick myself up.

putting that aside, this is going to be the busiest and ost exciting year. with things unforseen and circumstances not predicted and directions not known. exam's round the corner. two tests this week. presentation and more tests next week. and den exams.....

now i know where's the focus. where it should be and will be

something seems to be wrong with my tag??

the closer i get, the more scared i become. so it's finally here yea.. i've finally reached this phase.

putting up a brave front is never my forte. but that doesn't mean i cannot try.....

i want:

1. a bb wallet
2. a pair of new decent jeans
3. heels
4. slippers

now.. is that alot to ask for????

A smile is the light to your window that tells others that there is a caring, sharing person inside.

i like this.

i m going to name my son ashton and my daughter avia. =)

whee... my boy got his driving license!