been so busy these daes that i hardly come online. todae went back to school for lessons, like so rare lor. dunno when's the last time i actually appear for lessons. i came cos of geog. heard that mrs tan is not really happy and is rather disappointed that like onli so few girls turn up for geog. decided to be a nice girl.. she's pregnant leh. haik.. i m really tired already. tired of studying da same things over and over again and dey just wun stay in mi memory. aniwae, must sae sorry to mi ever dearest darling... left her comic book in school and it has to be her precious treasured one. i feel very bad now... wad if sumone took the book? what if tmr when i get dere, the book is not dere? i noe i have to pay her back... but i wld feel sooo bad. and i m not exactly rich to begin with... =(

HAPPY 26TH MONTHSARY!!!!
woke up early this morning to cook pasta and fried rice for cf,xw and angel... and i even prepared a box of sweets for xw.. ahaha, sooo sweet of mi ritez.. i can be nice if i want to.. =) went ajc open house todae. saw many familiar faces and i m quite mesmerised by ajc's chinese orchestra.. very cool.. i tink one of the girls hu played the drum is realli cute... ahaha, the pple dere are nice. saw pple playing bball at the basketball court. cf wanted to join dem.. she was realli tempted... but cos it's all guys dere and none of us wanted to accompany her so she gave up that thought. dey said mi food was nice!! yay!! =) den went library to study with angel. managed to finish a geog paper on physical section. came home, totally exhausted but gonna start studying real soon.

to xiuwen, my everdearest:
love you always and even if u have a boyfriend next time.. must tell ur bf of mi existence,k! =)

woah, so long never blog liao. todae's mi practical o level examination. i tink i too stressed up, studied too much or dunno what happened to mi, nothing was successful in the lab. i screwed up mi practical and u are supposed to score in practical wan lor. after that, i worried alot. i keep thinking everything's gone for mi. there goes mi a1 or according to mrs tang, a1 star and like i m gonna create history down ij. the girl hu dropped to combined sci and she's not capable of scoring A. till now, i m still quite upset about the whole thing but phoebe's right. if i tink i m gonna lose the battle, i realli am. what matters is the hard work i put in now, right? i have to work even harder to make up for mi pract. i still have chance, right? it's not over. thnx phoebe. went to try sum prom night dresses todae.. liked this black one tt i tried... cos it doesn't make mi look flat.. whooopeee!! ahahha

alot of pple pon sch todae. feel like poning tmr but it's like the official last dae for the sec 4s. this week past quite slowly for mi. feeling very lazy. i dun feel the urgency of o' levels yet lor.. hmmm, not a gd sign. went seoul garden todae with cf, ys xy and amelia. enjoyed miself tremendously. ate alot. and cf ar, tot she wld eat alot, in the end, she end up eating alot of beef and soon, she was bloated. ys cracked many many lame jokes and xy sooo sweet, peel prawns for mi. i was tellin dem, next time i must marry sumone hu's willing to peel prawns for mi. dey tink it's very easy to find. ahaha, hope so lah. reached home only at 7. realised tt i didn't bring keys out so hafta go eastpoint and take keys frm mama. sooo tiring todae. gotta go mug

i start on my revision liao, like finally lor! ahaha, sch was tiring todae and usually, i wld slp for ss and lit but todae, i did not! it's the best record tt i can ever have. soo proud of miself. mrs tan got tt felicity ho or wong... (not shure wad's her name) to help us out in our revision for geog. mrs tan really trying to help us, i can see. sooo i guess i wld work really hard for geog.. at least get a B3... hard to get A after i neglected geog for 3 yrs.. always failing it and cldn't care less abt it. oh! watched romeo and juliet yest. second time watching.. i cried.. sooo sad can! and i like their language. the way they tok. i like shakespeare! errr, but julius caesar... i still trying to like it lah... trying trying... aahhaha

mass went very well todae!!! ahaha, no more practises after sch animore. can cum home earlier to study, ha, and tt's if i study at all. die lah, everyone start studying already except me. dunno where to start frm oso. got back all mi results and mi L1R5 is 19?? can go where lor... after minus mi higher chinese, two pts.. den i wld get 17.. the only jc i can go in for first three mths according to them is cj and i dun realli wan to go there. very confused now. dunno whether want to go poly or jc... dunno whether first three mths shld go for experience anot... arggg!!!

todae is a busy dae. time pass very fast, which is good. at least, i won't have to think about you all the time. it hurts.

You're Most Like The Season Autumn ...

You're warm, and the most approachable. You have
that gentle prescence about you. People can
relate to you, and find you easy company.
However it's likely you've been hurt in the
past and it has left you scarred so things can
become rather chilly with you at times. Being
the third Season in, you're mature, trustworthy
and loyal to your friends but prone to
depression and negative thinking.

Well done... You're the shy and sensitive season :)


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was a realli rotten dae todae. durin mass practise, i sang half-heartedly cos realli not in the mood. i m sorrie for wad i've said to u, i noe i shldn't have. sorrie. den took back geog paper. tryin realli hard to hold back tears and mrs tan, of all people, had to choose me to tok to and when i couldn't control my tears, they just flow. i feel so bad towards mrs tan. i noe she tried to help mi. and how many times have i told miself not to disappoint her? and thnx pple for being soo consoling and comforting. thanx for being there. went swimming to get back the chirpy mood. didn't want to dampen their mood. swam for like one hr plus. xiuwen and angel didn't bring swimming costume, so they just soaked their legs in the pool. sandra's hse is sooo coool!!! more like a resort can! aniwae, after that, went tm to eat carrot cake with sandra. didn't realli felt like being alone todae. it's scary how loneliness can be.

sch was quite boring. mrs low came in twice todae, for eng and lit and i slept both times. when she went through lit, the question i did, i got a strong feeling i didn't do well at all cos i missed out many mant pts and when she went through eng, it's depressing. mi marks are depressing enough aniwae. lao shi cheated our feelings. she said she wld not give back papers until mon but she returned our papers todae. i got a 4. it's been a long time since i got a 4. i m very happy todae. practically came home with a smile plastered on mi face like an idiot. tmr is gonna be THE day, emaths, amaths, lit... all returning back to us...

soooo tiring!!! just came home. this is the price i have to pay for cuming back home to stay instead of staying at gm's place. sat with a wierd woman on the bus just now. kept staring at me and it's tt kind of fierce stare, so scary. i m sooo tired!! todae's mi 'pay' dae, soo happy. when a woman is rich, there's this radiance cuming out frm her automatically. ahaha. had a grooming course todae. tot it wld be boring initially but i ended up enjoying it alot, at least i didn't slp. maybe i shld be a beautician next time, den i can noe all the skincare stuff. i must maintain my skin till i die manz... den after sch got amaths paper to do. i didn't noe how to do sooo many lor and it's soo sian can. i tink hamsters are starting to rule the world. i can't stop hearing and seeing them these daes. cf and xw will tok and tok abt their hamsters. and like i see hamsters more and more often in sch. those small creatures are sooo scary...