sometimes, i feel so small. i feel so insignificant. yet when i try to do things to make myself stand out, i always make a blunder out of it. i always happen to do the wrong things at the wrong time. is this me? i don't know. but i know it upsets people around me. maybe it makes me become a irritating girl. i really don't know. i try so hard to make things right, yet things still seem so wrong. i think i m just not good enough in everything i do.