i'm really looking forward to 20th, or maybe i should only look forward to one day as it comes. i love planning, i love to organise stuff, i love to have things to look forward to. things tt i can write in my organiser and wait for to come.

maybe tt's why i dun like last minute stuff. i dun like planning and organising when the people i plan and organise for might have a chance to be absent. not present. never mind, we'll see how it goes. it's going to be a very common phrase coming out from me for the next 2 yrs.

pardon my mood, i m slightly disappointed.

but i am really looking forward to 20th still!! at least it wun be so near yet so far.