i succumbed to the temptation of luxuries yet again. second time... i'm feeling guilty yet i just cannot help it. it's just one of those nights. am i a spendthrift?

third week of school and already i m feeling overwhelmed. so stressed, i got so much things to do and some things not necessarily i know how to start doing them. =/ gosssssh! =/ is this really life?

i enjoy balancing studying hard and playing hard but i need to be able to see the playing part in view. so that i constantly know what am i looking forward to. like a nice planned weekend ahead or some activities to be done. all these will motivate me much more. is this wrong?