i sent the emperor off tonight. didn't send him off to the airport but instead, we bid farewell in the dad's car when the dad drove me home before sending him to the airport. our last hug, our last kiss... seriously, all the talk before tonight seemed like air and just by looking into his eyes, i know he will miss me in taiwan and look forward to the day of return.. while me, on the other hand will study hard and wait for his return and hopefully the list of things i got him to buy.

so yes, counting down to his return and studying hard is the only thing i will think of and do. God, grant me the determination as well as nic's safety. please ensure he's well and fine while i put my determination to a test here.

i m smile and look forward.