today, very suddenly and abruptly, this beeper sounded really loud in my head. and since then, my head has been in a throbbing pain. i suddenly realise i don't have alot of time left before my first academic year ends and on top of that, the next mock that i really wan to go for and do well is next month. and though i don;t have the exam schedule yet, i got a feeling two papers fall on the same day, i think everything's piling on top of me. i cannot breathe!

while i was in class today, i started keying in figures into the calulator. i calculate roughly one week how much time i have.. minus tuition. minus sleep and minus weekends. minus travelling. i forgot what figure i came out with but i know i wasn't happy with what i saw. i think time's slipping away, running out and yet i'm still nowhere near. darn it! shit... overload overload.... i can already feel the amount of work piling up on top of me. and tuition... darn. shouldn't have took up a new one.. but the money.... i need. ARGGGGGHHHHH.... i wun have life very soon.

finally, it's down to the last day. 10 days so hard to get by... but one day is much much harder than ten days. so near yet so far!!!

sighhhhsssss