someone told me before happiness is usually self-defined. that you know what makes you happy. however, sometimes i feel happiness comes when we least expect it. or happiness can also be things or people that you didn't know could have make you happy. and it only happens at that instant and that moment. even if we were to repeat the things or people, it might not be the same feeling that it first gave us.

and when i slowly begin to realise that and understand it... i really treasure times that make me happy. cos the feeling that i have cannot be repeated and neither do i want it to, cos the feeling will not be the same anyway.

it's that captured moment, captured in my heart. that's where my happiness comes from. accumulated of captured moments that i didn't know exist before that.